Blacktail Deer Plateau Who the hell is bucky

Ezekiel wasn't sure what he'd done to make her think of the past, but all of a sudden their fun and games became a bit more serious. He looked away when she spoke, a look of pure shame written on his face. Why did he have to do it? It was because of his mother, his ruthless mother and even his father. He'd always blamed them but was it really their fault? Was he just making excuses? He didn't want to face the fact that none of this would've happened if he hadn't followed her orders. He had been the best of soldiers which had left him with the worst of guilt.

I... I was following orders. I was a soldier but not anymore. I'm sorry. When he finished talking, he looked back up to meet her gaze, blue eyes flashing. His stare was blank, he wasnt sure what emotion he should be feeling. Mostly he just stayed to himself.