Moonspear nothing holding me back
All Welcome  June 19, 2017, 02:42 AM
Charon
Moonspear
Alpha
Charon'd spent most of his days by the side of the den to care for @Amekaze and the pups, though he was glad that the rendezvous-site moment was rapidly approaching now. But there was still a weak link and although she could stand now, somewhat, Charon was not too convinced Ran'd be able to take the move to the rendez-vous site. As a matter of fact, he felt she was taking all the necessary resources off the healthier pups. Even Aries or Cassiopeia were more worthy than little Ran, as it was clear to him she was never going to make it.

He chuffed into the den around sunset, hoping to catch Amekaze for some alone time. The pups were growing older now, they could deal without them a moment and surely one of their older daughters'd watch over in the meantime.
June 20, 2017, 12:43 AM
Amekaze
Moonspear
Alpha
Now that she could get them out into the sunlight and fresh air on the regular, she had spent much of the late afternoon trying to exhaust the puppies. Either by chasing them or encouraging them to roam around the den's little doorstep, she'd harassed them into near constant motion until finally had enough of it and she let them rest. Her benefit in this came from seeing them all curled up or sprawled out somewhere, asleep, and not immediately needing her.. which right now, was everything she wanted.

While she didn't have anywhere in particular to be, it mostly felt good to just be on her own for a few moments. Scarce as they were, she was keen to enjoy them carefully, so went to a nearby spot of her own to unwind for these last few bits of daylight. While she could doze if she wanted, she kept one ear turning to the nearby sounds despite the outwardly relaxed appearances as dusk started to get comfy too.

Charon's approach was enough to perk her up again. She chuffed back quietly and wagged her tail against the ground--not looking to summon any puppies either. Since she made no moves to get up and go to him, she made it plenty clear she was quite content to invite him the rest of the way to her. Why not, when it was a good spot and close enough to the den to watch over it without being too close, unless he had other ideas.



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June 20, 2017, 03:23 AM
Charon
Moonspear
Alpha
She had a good spot going for her and so when she invited him he didn't hesitate to lay down beside her. Things were quiet around them and Charon nosed Ame's cheek lovingly. For a moment they were just parents enjoying some quiet time, and not parents who had a tough decision to make. He enjoyed the silence a moment longer, feeling his body lightly press against Ame's and a soft smile resting on his face.

But the bliss could not stay forever, and he knew he was the one to break it eventually. "What do you think of the faulty pup?" he asked, a certain coldness to his voice. He had always been full of scrutiny towards his own children; it wasn't hard to see that Julia was his least favourite daughter a year ago and that he valued his stronger daughters far more. He was endlessly proud of Hydra and loved Alya and Lyra all the same. This year, so far his eyes had fell mostly on the two light daughters — unsurprisingly, his own mini-me was his favourite so far — and he hoped that the boy would develop to be good too, as it was his only son so far.

But the runty dark female was hard to love, as it was a blemish on their heritage. It seemed better to hide such a child away, but she still took resources... And so he thought it best to simply get rid of it. But he didn't say such, because he somewhat intended to get rid of it regardless of Amekaze's opinion. He just hoped he could make her think it was her idea, first, or at least get an idea of what she would think of such an action. She was strong, too, so Charon thought she would not look favourably upon the weakest link in the litter either.
June 21, 2017, 03:49 PM
Amekaze
Moonspear
Alpha
His was a company she would embrace. When he came to her, she leaned against him however she could and exhaled a small, happy sigh. It usually was not just them lately, usually a puppy clinging around somewhere, or at least where she could see them, so this was very welcome.

As for what her thought on the weak puppy, she had considered this a lot already and learned that she hardly had the patience for it as it was playing out currently. Faulty was certainly one way to put it. Her ears slicked back and she huffed. Here between just the two of them, she could lay it bare, ugly or not, and she already had a feeling Charon wouldn't be merciful in his thoughts either. "She struggles a lot. It is frustrating to watch her suffer," she murmured. Her face was scrunched with a foul feeling that went deeper than just voicing this for the first real time.

The litter was growing, and while the male was still a bit slow on the uptake when compared to the paler sisters, the little Ran continually seemed much further behind them--and having a paw and limb that refused to grow right did her no favors either. Not being able to just do something to fix her daughter's issues irritated her. Despite willing her to grow and making sure she nursed most of the time, she still failed to take off quite as the mother had wanted. Day after day, and Amekaze was left to just wonder how this could be, and more importantly, what she was meant to do about it. "And I do hate seeing that leg." Her nose wrinkled disdainfully. It didn't seem to be getting any better so Ame was very bothered by it, and wished she could trust the girl's strength and grit enough to just get rid of it. Yet as it were now, she was certain anything like that would just kill her faster.

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June 23, 2017, 02:14 AM
Charon
Moonspear
Alpha
It was frustrating to see her suffer, though Charon's reasons may be different than Amekaze's. He hated to think that Ran was a production of himself and Amekaze — that their genes were somehow responsible for the faulty child. He could taste more compassion in Ame's voice than he felt; while when he looked at Ran, he felt like she deserved a right to life too, when he thought of her, Charon felt only hate for what she was.

"Do you think it would better if she wasn't here?" he asked, then specifying after a second of thought, "Do you think it would be better to get rid of her?" They could tell the rest of the pack and her siblings that she had passed away. It wasn't hard to believe, being the runt of the litter and all. In this, he didn't consider any of their thoughts on the matter, truthfully — he only felt he should do what was best for the pack. Charon looked at Amekaze, feeling and looking torn as he tried to decide what was best for their future.
Yesterday, 11:20 PM
Amekaze
Moonspear
Alpha
She felt her eyes narrow at his question. Knee-jerk, she knew her answer immediately--well, answered solely with her in mind. Not the innocent Ran, a young life yet unproven, and above all, her daughter. If this had been her only surviving son with the same sufferable ailments, Amekaze knew she likely would have already done away with it without hardly a second glance.. With a slow exhale, she would reply: "Probably," she reasoned for the first half. It would be better for her because she would not have to deal with her fussing anymore or watching her struggle around while her others flourished. Plus, she was one less mouth to feed. The second was a little stickier.

"I worry.. it may just be her inevitable," she began, shifting herself to sit more upright as she spoke on. "She may never hunt well, may never fight skillfully.. may never be able to navigate dangers of the mountain," the alpha scowled. Weakness every piece of it screamed. "Is it only a matter of time?"

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