Wolf RPG

Sebastian instantly knew he might asked too much of her too soon. The heavy grey male shifted a bit. He couldn't deny that he felt slightly rejected by her words, but he could picture herself in her words. He might not have left RHC either without thinking about it. It only meant that Haven was a loyal wolf like he was. Which would later in life mean that she would be loyal to him to if they would end up together. Sebastian knew he sort of ruined the moment now. God he really wasn't good at this wasn't he? 

Though there was one selfish thought that went through him. 'She can't leave them before winter but she could leave him a lone wolf and waiting for her?'. Sebastian let out a soft sigh. Of course he wasn't going to say that to her. "Of course I will let you decide. I shouldn't have asked so sudden," he spoke, sounding as polite as ever. He then looked at her with his pale eyes. "But if you don't want to go with me, then please be quick about it. It would hurt less that way instead of making me wait," he admitted. 

That last part sounded so sad. But Sebastian could understand if she didn't want him that way. She did talk about finding a mate eventually but maybe she just wanted to first explore other males too. Sebastian was really doubting himself right now. Just because other crushes didn't really like him back. He knew it was sort of different with Haven, that she did like him ... but still. "Let me.. Let me walk you home," he spoke then nudging her. He was silently cursing at himself for ruining the nice moment. 

Haven felt awful. Completely terrible! She'd never felt more selfish in her life. Then again either choice could seem selfish. There was so much to think of, so much she needed time to go over. He seemed to understand, and Haven was glad for that, but she could still see how sad he seemed. Thank you Sebastian. And I promise I will be back to you as soon as I can. I never would want to hurt you in any way. I just need... some time. Why wasn't there enough time in the world. When bad things happened time seemed to be a plentiful resource, but in times of happiness, it was fleeting.

She smiled as he offered to walk her home. I would absolutely love that. She said, a sweet sounding sigh. And together the two walked off in the direction of the Grove pack. Haven didn't want to leave him, but she just needed to be alone for a while. To think.