December 31, 2015, 11:32 AM
For @Kael ! c:
The Bracken Woods was not a particularly homey stretch of woodland, the viking queen mentally noted as she side stepped another thorn bush. Bracken she could deal with but the thorn bushes were like mother nature's own private sentries. Sentries that made The Bracken Woods like some kind of fortress, though if it were meant to keep Gyda out it was surely not doing a very good job. The thorn bushes were inconvenient at best but Gyda did not fear them nor the wolves that roamed the far North. She had come from them, after all, in a valley very far from Teekon. A continuous light snow had begun to fall a few days prior and there was enough on the ground that her paws sunk in a few inches and it crunched beneath her weight as she continued forth, unperturbed. It had been so very long since she had last been in these Wilds; and last time she had came here she had not stayed very long. She had never intended to fight with Ragnar, to argue and to storm away to Odinn's Cove. They had been stubborn the both of them, but now it was she that was left to deal with the fact that they had never made amends. This guilt and sorrow was what ate at and hurt her the very most. She had never intended to make him distrust her, nor be mad at her but now Gyda had to live with both of those things. Perhaps Ragnar would have forgiven her — she would have liked to believe it more than anything — but the Jarl had always been a hard man to read. He rarely had done what had been expected of him, or fell to what others assumed he might do.
Still, she tried not to hold onto the guilt. Gyda supposed the first step was in forgiving herself ...though that was much easier said than done. She understood the first step along that path was to seek out her mother and make amends with her. Gyda did not know where her mother had relocated, if she would have sought the solace of the pack Junior had hailed from ...believed to be once allies of Ragnar, or if she had settled and ruled elsewhere. It was hard for Gyda to determine and she knew that all she would have to do was to follow the scents over Ragnar's grave that carried Thistle's scent as well to find her mother; but that was much further South, and perhaps selfishly, Gyda was not ready to face her yet. Out of shame, and because she was not sure that she wouldn't break down in fresh tears and sobs that moment she laid eyes upon her mother. Gyda hurt over Ragnar's loss but she could not imagine what Thistle might have gone (or maybe still was going ) through.
Thus, the viking queen distracted herself with wandering, re-familiarizing herself with the Wilds she'd once known, while simultaneously “territory” shopping, though, if she could not have Stavanger Bay she would seek the only other territory she remembered Ragnar being fond of: Ravensblood Forest, though she was not sure if it was even in existence after the storm that had torn through parts of the Bay. For now, the Scandiavian woman was contended with her travels and her distractions.
Still, she tried not to hold onto the guilt. Gyda supposed the first step was in forgiving herself ...though that was much easier said than done. She understood the first step along that path was to seek out her mother and make amends with her. Gyda did not know where her mother had relocated, if she would have sought the solace of the pack Junior had hailed from ...believed to be once allies of Ragnar, or if she had settled and ruled elsewhere. It was hard for Gyda to determine and she knew that all she would have to do was to follow the scents over Ragnar's grave that carried Thistle's scent as well to find her mother; but that was much further South, and perhaps selfishly, Gyda was not ready to face her yet. Out of shame, and because she was not sure that she wouldn't break down in fresh tears and sobs that moment she laid eyes upon her mother. Gyda hurt over Ragnar's loss but she could not imagine what Thistle might have gone (or maybe still was going ) through.
Thus, the viking queen distracted herself with wandering, re-familiarizing herself with the Wilds she'd once known, while simultaneously “territory” shopping, though, if she could not have Stavanger Bay she would seek the only other territory she remembered Ragnar being fond of: Ravensblood Forest, though she was not sure if it was even in existence after the storm that had torn through parts of the Bay. For now, the Scandiavian woman was contended with her travels and her distractions.