Eden had chosen to join Broken Antler Fen and work as a naturalist, and yet in her near two weeks of being a member, she had yet to examine her new home for supplies. The land around her was moist and teeming with life which was perfect. She had a curious mind and here, there was never a moment for her to lay it to rest.
She was looking for lavender in particular, as her new setting had riled her nerves. It was bringing back memories of her old life, good and bad alike. There were often times in which she wanted to be alone, but occasionally there were times like this when she needed to feel the opposite. It was simple though, she figured, she would find the lavender and make her way back to the pack; simple.
Sebastian was interested in their newest member. He hoped that she had settled in well. The young medic was pretty keen on learning more about new herbs and plants. Which his sister helped with greatly. He was very open to the fact of learning new medicine. He happened to look around the territory for some new plants when he saw Eden.
The male let out a bark in greeting and trotted towards her. "Hi Eden! How are you?," he spoke to her on a welcoming tone. "Are you looking for something?," he asked curiously. Perhaps he could offer her his help.
Eden was startled by Sebastian's appearance and took a slight step back at the sound of his voice before his familiar scent calmed her. Was she looking for something? Yes, perhaps. "I just--I'm looking for something to calm my nerves." She stood still in respect, though she wanted to continue on alone.
Sebastian didn't mean to startle her and stepped back a bit to give her some space. He quirked his lips up into a smile and nodded. "You will need lavender then!," he claimed, he knew this because of Aviana and he liked to think of himself as a medic. "I can help you look for lavender if you like! Unless I am the one that makes you nervous?," he asked carefully.
The male tended to have that effect with some wolves because of his big size and because they didn't really knew him. He was in fact a very big teddybear. He hoped he wasn't the cause of her nervousness.
After being a part of the pack for some time now, Eden was used to the others around her. Of course it wasn't Sebastian who was responsible for her ailment, and though she'd originally planned on searching alone, she felt she could use the company. "No", she laughed, "it's not you. I could use the company though, if you're up for it." She forced a quick smile and stood still waiting for his response.
Sebastian nodded to her. "I am up for it, otherwise I wouldn't offer it," he grinned at her. Pleased that he was not the one that made her nervous. He did knew about a small field by one of the fens that had some lavender. He could show her. The male's tail wagged lightly.
"There is a spot into the territory where I think we have lavender. Follow me," he spoke with a smile. The male started walking towards the southern side of the territory. "I'm glad you are feeling better here. It is good to hear that at least," he spoke to her.
Eden smiled kindly, although she knew that there was indeed something lurking inside of her. Yes, she loved being a part of a group again and having that feeling of togetherness, but she also felt it was time for her to continue on her journey. The fen had been welcoming to her in every way, from the kindness of her pack mates to the beauty of the land she now called home. She couldn't have asked for more, but she felt she had to.
This was the cause of her anxiety, in truth. She couldn't find the words to explain herself to her alphas properly. She'd been welcomed with almost no question and treated with utmost generosity, but something didn't feel right anymore. Her excitement had begun to fade to black. "I think it's time for me to move on", she whispered trotting beside Sebastian. She'd blurted it out, and in fear of anger from her superior, she quickly continued, "I mean, I am grateful for your kindness, I really am. And the fen is filled with so many different stories; its amazing. But I think it's time for me to go."
Sebastian was surprised that as they were walking to get the lavender for the female that she started explaining she was leaving soon. The male frowned lightly. She spoke with so much positivity about the pack but she still wanted to leave. The male started to nod slowly. "Oh. You kind of surprised me here," he admitted to the female.
"I wouldn't want to keep you here against your will or anything. I am sad you are leaving. I do think you fit in here," he admitted to her. He didn't really hold grudges or would be mad at her. Sebastian was not like that. He was mostly a friendly giant. "Do you still want to get the lavender?," he asked. The male looked at her. "You are welcome to return. We could use your help," he admitted to her.
Eden breathed a sigh of relief as Sebastian responded with such understanding. She grinned and looked over at him, "
I think I'm okay now." The offer to return was truly appreciated, so she made sure to remember his exact words. Perhaps in the future, once she'd found her brother, and come to find who she was truly meant to be, she would return. But for now, it was time for her to go.
Thanks so much for letting Eden in! I think she'll be back in the future, but only time will tell.
Sebastian nodded a bit grimly when she said that she didn't need the lavender anymore. The male nodded shortly. "Well then I will guide you out now, because you are no longer welcome on our grounds until you express your loyalty to my pack again," he spoke and walked with her to the borders. Officially letting her go. He was glad that she told him in person and not just left him.
"Well goodbye then," he wished her when they arrived at the border. He gave her once more a nod in goodbye. If she was not going to stay there was no point in brushing it over. Then she was escorted out immediately.