merrick is v mopey & in a horrid mood, joiners beware
his nightshade had never turned him out of doors before.
he had gone from king of this entire wild estate and a meadow beyond to a spurned puppy booted out of
@Astara's presence.
at first merrick had wondered what he had done when his fat killbird first turned his teeth upon him. something akin to regret, though its nature was self-serving. next, anger. she was his equal and the boy had not ceased to see her that way.
but she had never placed such a barrier of feral flaring between them. and one such occasion the bearwolf felt forced to act as if he were some wordless beast, heeding her edict and fleeing.
scorned, merrick wandered the left bank of the unnamed river, his step a shambling wreck of despair. but in the cyclops' single eye a banner of deepening suspicion begin to again mingle with malice.
the raven was leaving him.
leaving him for —
Skoll wasn't aware of Merrick's current predicament and him being in a bad mood. He wasn't actively searching for the leader of the pack, either, but as it turned out, the dark man seemed to run into him more often than not. It was fine, as long as Skoll kept up with what he was supposed to be doing, he'd be fine, in the end.
Though when he made his way to the other wolf, something seemed off. Skoll wasn't sure he wanted to find out or not.
"Merrick." The words reached his voice.
@Merrick
The expression on Merrick's face was enough of a warning when he turned around. Something was going on and Merrick was frustrated. The question confused him though.
"Why wouldn't I be happy?" He mused out loud. Nothing was going on that made the tall man unhappy, maybe just weary. Living with the group was something that he was still getting used to, but he wasn't unhappy about it.
"There's nothing that could frustrat me, Merrick." He added on, at the end.
@Merrick
Skoll didn't really understand what brought on this sudden outburst from Merrick. From what he'd seen, the man always was pretty well composed and knew how to hold himself. However, he also knew that one couldn't keep their emotions dialed in forever. Skoll just, didn't really get it.
"I would have left before the pack was formed if I wasn't happy." He noted. It was entirely true, if he became unhappy with Merrick or anyone else in the place, he would have abandoned it without another thought. He vowed himself to the pack, though, which meant he was staying for as long as he felt he needed. There was no reason for him to up and leave for no reason.
Merrick brought up the girl - he meant the one who didn't speak, right? Skoll found her to be the only reasonable wolf to think about when it came to Merrick's feelings in that way.
"Have you done anything to upset her?" He questioned, though Skoll doubted it.
"Sometimes it's best to wait for things to blow over, or try to ask what's wrong." He added on at the end. Though Skoll wasn't the one to give advice like that - he didn't know how to talk with others well, either.
@Merrick
Skoll watched Merrick and listened to his words. So the woman was pregnant - Merrick got the mute woman pregnant. He'd not watched her closely, but must have noticed it in passing. How she pushed the other wolves away from her.
"Both of your actions caused her to become pregnant." He noted. If Merrick didn't want children, he shouldn't have started something like that in the first place, and the raven woman shouldn't have gone with it if she had.
He held back from rolling his eyes at the notion she would have someone else.
"You both created a child, if anything you both will have something to look after. It won't change anything except you both being parents."
"or you both could just kill it." He added after a pause. Skoll wasn't sure if Merrick would try something like that. But knowing the smaller wolf, it had to have been a thought before.
@Merrick
Skoll didn't fully expect Merrick to actually murder whatever kids would come from the raven woman and him. He didn't think the mute woman would even let Merrick close to her spawn if he had any sort of intent to hurt or kill. Unless she decided to do the job herself. Though Merrick's next words didn't surprise him. Merrick was young - to be a leader and a father. He was moving fast with his life and it kind of showed, in the scars and wounds that lined his body and with the spawn that was his.
"You've got the entire pack to help you, and the woman." He noted. Merrick wasn't alone, even if he was sure none of them would be able to help much other than the one that was small and was a healer. However calming Merrick down was top priority in that situation.
"You won't be alone."
@Merrick