July 27, 2022, 07:12 PM
She and @Kallik had much to discuss. The meeting she'd had with Germanicus leaving her nothing less than shocked as she moved to find her husband, seeking him out immediately as their children continued to play. It left her... torn. She needed his counsel, and this was a decision they needed to make together: stay, and have her rise to the rank of Matrona, or go, and help Arsenio and Tamar establish their own...
She did not wish for Tamar to be upset with her, or Arsenio... it felt like being pitted between friends though she knew that was not the intention of anyone involved... the appeal of her children growing up to know Towhee, Germanicus, Reyson... everyone she had developed a bond with was appealing, but that meant growing up without Tamar or Arsenio should they still go forward with creating the outpost. It felt like an impossible decision to make alone.
"Kallik. We need to talk. It's urgent..." She did her best to remain calm. "I am fine. The kids are fine... it's about a conversation I just had with the Imperator." She was quick to clarify, knowing how wild her husband's mind could run at times.
She did not wish for Tamar to be upset with her, or Arsenio... it felt like being pitted between friends though she knew that was not the intention of anyone involved... the appeal of her children growing up to know Towhee, Germanicus, Reyson... everyone she had developed a bond with was appealing, but that meant growing up without Tamar or Arsenio should they still go forward with creating the outpost. It felt like an impossible decision to make alone.
"Kallik. We need to talk. It's urgent..." She did her best to remain calm. "I am fine. The kids are fine... it's about a conversation I just had with the Imperator." She was quick to clarify, knowing how wild her husband's mind could run at times.