The midnight wolfess had no idea what to do. She didn't know if she belonged on Silvertip or not. She belived that she did, but Bindi always seemed to find a reason why she should leave the mountain. Her life had gotten a lot more complicated ever since she joined Silvertip, and it bothered the midnight wolfess, but at the same time she loved it. For once in her life Bindi was feeling emotions she never felt before, and she just couldn't keep them in anymore. She had climbed high up mountain and began to cry.
She cried because Raissa hated her and Bindi didn't want to receive hate but instead give it. She cried becuse she missed her family even though they never accepted her. Most of all she cried because for the first time in her life she liked someone. She liked Fitz, and it turns out the one person she has feelings for is taken by somebody else. Now with a high possibility of Fitz and Raissa's pups on the way, Bindi realized she would never have Fitz for herself. She continued to cry and prayed that no one would find her, as she did not want to be seen as weak, and that's how she felt at the moment. She felt weak.
Sorry, I just had to snag this xD
Not aware of Bindi's similar feelings, Raissa had started towards the mountain's peak to get away from everything as well. As she climbed, her vision blurred, tears pouring out of her eyes as she slowly stumbled uphill. Finally she couldn't take it anymore and she collapsed on a rocky out crop, the wind of being up so high whipping around her and ruffling her fur.
She wasn't used to this. To being so broken down and weighed upon that she couldn't even manage to act normally any more. She lay down on the rock and covered her head with her paws in a pitiful gesture to hide herself from the world. Nothing was working out and she couldn't take it anymore. To her it felt like the whole weight of the world was pressing down on her shoulders.
Unaware of the nearby wolf, thinking she was alone in her sorrow, she wept, not bothering to hide her sobs. It had been six weeks since she had conceived and her stomach was swollen with the pups. Her internal clock told her she should have about a month before the pups were born. It was already half way over.
But she couldn't help but feel like it wouldn't work out. So much had happened and she was frightened, truly scared, for the first time in her life. She felt like she wouldn't be a good mother, she felt threatened by Bindi, she felt like she was drifting further and further from Fitz and she felt like she had no one who would support her. She thought back to when she was a part of the Caldera, and she had become friends with Fox. The pregnant female had a strong support system, friends that would take care of her. Raissa had none of that and she didn't know if she could take it.
The whole thing felt like a mistake. They shouldn't have done it so soon after starting the new pack. They should've waited until things were more secure, because it was breaking Raissa apart. It was so bad, Raissa had even considered killing herself. Throwing herself to the hands death and escaping all pain, sorrow and insecurity to disappear in utter oblivion.
But that was not an option. So instead, she wept, her cries blurring with the howls of the wind.
As Bindi cried she heard another's sobs nearby, and when she saw who it was she wanted to attack them. Kill them while they were weak. However that was not Bindi, she would never kill a pack-mate, so if Raissa choose to leave Silvertip, Bindi would have no problem ending her life. The midnight wolfess did not care how pathetic she look at the moment, for the female in front of her looked the exact same way. She approached the tri-colored female a relaxed posture, and was positive Raissa would want to attack her on sight, but Bindi didn't care.
"Are you going to drown yourself in tears" she asked and looked down at the wolfess. Bindi had said she would stay away from Raissa, but it looks like she wouldn't be keeping that promise. She wondered why the tri-colored wolfess was crying. It couldn't be because of Bindi could it? The obsidian female had thought Raissa had almost abandoned the pack, and honesty Bindi would be perfectly fine if Raissa left. The midnight wolfess waited for her answer, however she wouldn't be surprised if she never received one.
As soon as the voice reached her ears her cries turned into a long drawn out snarl as she lifted her head. Maybe all her problems wouldn't end by killing herself, but by killing Bindi instead. She was the cause of them after all.
Raissa's flaming eyes met Bindi's as she got to her paws, her teeth bared and her fur raised aggressively. She had enough of this bitch. "How about I drown you instead?" she countered with a growl. Bindi could do nothing more to her. She had taken almost everything from her, and the things she had left, were untouchable for the midnight wolfess. Raissa had nothing to loose.
Unlike Bindi, Raissa would have no trouble killing. In Raissa's mind, Bindi wasn't her packmate. She was an imposter, a user. Someone who didn't deserve a pack. She had come to the decision that they could absolutely not be in the same pack. One of them had to leave, and it would not be her. At least not without a fight. And she would give it all she had in her.
Raissa's words did not come as a shock to Bindi. However the midnight wolfess still had something to say to Raissa. Bindi leaned in close the the female and said "I will not harm or fight you, and that is only because you are carrying pup. So if you want to take your anger out on me do it now" and she said and let her golden eyes find Raissa's bright fiery ones. "Because you will not get another chance at having at me" she said and then she backed up letting Raissa do whatever she wanted to Bindi. The midnight wolfess knew she needed to get her anger out, and she was sure Raissa felt the same way. So... this was the tri-colored female's chance. Her chance to injure Bindi, and not have the obsidian wolfess fight against her.
Bindi waited. She waited for Raissa to make her first move. She waited for the pain to begin. The pain she deserved.
Okay, this is dated before Fitz and Raissa 'make up' so yeah
Raissa hadn't even waited for Bindi's permission. As soon as she could, her paw was aiming for Bindi's face, her claws ready to rake down the side of her cheek, shaving away the fur there and hopefully leaving a nasty scar.
As soon as she was done scratching Bindi's face she shook the fur and blood from her claws and aimed her jaw towards the black wolfess's ear. Bindi made her so mad that she could probably kill her, but she knew Fitz would probably not approve of that, so she would settle for making it hard for Bindi to look at her reflection ever again.
Raissa's jaws snapped as she tried to clamp them firmly down on Bindi's ear, hopefully pulling of a chunk.
Bindi felt Raissa's claw scratch across her cheek, and the midnight wolfess let out a growl, but did not move away. She needed to feel pain for once, she needed to have some scars. This was Bindi's way of connecting with Raissa. Bindi hoped that one day she would be able to get along with the tri-colored wolfess, but she doubted it would ever happen. As Raissa's teeth connected with her ear she hissed out in pain, but knew she could handle it. She wondered if this was all Raissa was going to do to her. If Bindi was in Raissa's position she would kill her, and rip her apart. The midnight wolfess would be very surprised if these few injuries were all Raissa was going to give Bindi. She waited for more pain to come, her cheek now bleeding and her eyes watching every move the tri-colored wolfess made. "Is that all then" she asked wanting see just how far Raissa will go.
Raissa's eyes widened in a psychotic grin at Bindi's hisses of pain. She was feeding the cruel monster that resided inside her and it felt great. This was just what she needed, a way to release the anger and cruelty that was pent up inside her.
"Oh darlin, you just wish that was it. No, I'm just taking my time. Living in the moment." she drawled, an evil smile curling her lips up at the sides.
With her words ending, she padded around to Bindi's left side and lifted a paw in the air. Even though her claws were rather dull, the fast slashing motions she made with them still managed to draw a little blood as well as leaving bruises that would hurt for a while after the encounter. What her claws couldn't do, she did with her long fangs, cutting Bindi's skin in multiply places and leaving jagged marks where she had bit down hard.
"You'll know when I'm done with you." she whispered coldly as she focused her gaze on the thick scarlet liquid dripping from her enemy's side. "And it won't be any time soon."
As Raissa's claw entered her side Bindi bit down on her tongue to stop from showing any type of pain. However when her teeth dragged along the midnight girl's side she bit down even harder on her tongue which started to bleed itself. She let out a cry in pain, as the tri-colored wolfess continued down her side. Was this really the best desicion you had Bindi thought to herself but kept her mouth shut.
She wandered just how much Raissa was going to do to her. What would she look like in the end? Bindi hoped most of the damage Raissa did would heal, but there was no way to know for sure. As the final words left Raissa's mouth, the obsidian female shut her eyes and waited to feel what other pain Raissa would bring upon her.
Raissa spent a good fifteen minutes making long, deep scratches cover Bindi's flank, interspersed here and there with sharp nips. The fire-eyed female took a couple steps back to look at her handy work. Bindi was bleeding from all over her body and most of the cuts Raissa had inflicted would leave ever lasting scars. That made her happy. Her beauty would never be the same.
She tilted her head and studied Bindi a bit more, deciding that even though what she did hurt at the moment, she would have to do something that would cause Bindi pain for a long time. In the back of her mind, her conscience screamed at her.
Fitz will hate you for this! You're damaging his second in command, what is he going to think?! It yelled, causing Raissa to stop for a second. Maybe this wasn't the best idea after all.
So instead of breaking Bindi's leg like she wanted to, she darted forward and grabbed Bindi's undamaged ear in her jaws, ripping away as fast as she could and pulling the tip of it clean off. She spit the torn off flesh from her maw and blinked at Bindi, her body battered and bleeding, a trophy for Raissa.
She smiled a cruel smile at the horrid looking beta, "Alright hon, I'm done now." she said sweetly, her southern accent thick with pleasure. She had made her worst enemy suffer. All was good in the world. At least for now.
She waited for Raissa to finish what she started and just when it seemed the tri-colored wolfess was done, Bindi's unharmed ear tip was gone. The midnight wolfess stood shaking a bit from all the pain, and turned away, but only for a second. Her golden eyes found Raissa's firerey ones and for once the obsidian girl let a tear slip down her face infront of Raissa. "If this is the kind of mother your kids are going to have, I fear for them" she said out loud. It was not Bindi's place to speak about Raiss's pups, but she didn't care.
Leaving no room to here what Raissa's possible comment could be, Bindi jogged away from the female. She turned around one last time to say "I hope your satisfied" before completely leaving the scene. She wouldn't run very far as her wounds needed to be dealt with and it hurt to run. Bindi thought about leaving Silvertip but only for a second, before shaking her head and making her way to her den.