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shatter me - Ragnar - April 30, 2014 @Thistle Cloud <style type="text/css"> r {color:#8aafb7; font-size: 10px;} .rbox {background-color: #181818; width: 500px; margin: auto; background-image: url('http://i.imgur.com/cj55V8E.png'); background-repeat: no-repeat;} .rtext {margin: auto; width: 350px; color:#426970; text-indent: 15px; font-family: georgia; line-height: 15px; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; padding-left: 20px; padding-right: 20px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-top: 380px; margin-bottom: 30px;}</style> Ragnar had found that his days seemed to follow a pattern, similar to the day previous and predictable to the day after. Routines were easy. He had followed a strict routine during his time as lead Berserker and further during his time as Jarl. These patterns were repeated here, most of his day spent away from his wife who he swore looked more pregnant day by day. Though he was a Warden by heart and blood - a much more relaxed position than being a Berserker had been, admittedly - but Pump had told him to focus his time and attentions upon taking care of Thistle and their babes. With that order (though it had been unnecessary he was going to do it anyway) he quit his patrol quite early and slipped into the grasping shadows of Ravenblood Forest having caught the sounds of their terrorizing neighbor (the grizzly bear) tearing apart some kind of lesser creature earlier when he had passed and cautiously approached the carcass, every nerve in his body alert to fight or flight should the bear come charging out of the shadows. It seemed safe enough Ragnar deduced as he stared at the deer’s torn and broken body. The Viking sniffed at it cautiously before he began to gnaw at it’s hind leg figuring he would bring the surprise to Thistle who deserved the finest of meals since lately all he had been able to bring her had been quails, squirrels and rabbits - pheasant food. She should eat like the Queen she was to him.
After working it loose and finally tearing the haunch free after an hour or so, Ragnar grasped his prize in his jaws and carried it back into Horizon Ridge’s territory, blood dripping off of the severed leg as he headed to the birthing den that he now shared with Thistle. It was kind of an awkward thing, yet the Viking kept a firm grasp upon it as he neared the mouth of the den and dropped it ungracefully at his paws, blood splashing up upon his chest and face from the impact. He blinked but made no move to clean it off. She would have to get used to him being covered in gore soon enough, anyway. RE: shatter me - Thistle Cloud - April 30, 2014 Thistle had been in her own pattern of late a patter of eat sleep and repeat everyday all day. She was tired of the pattern but knew it was needed for the babes to grow strong and healthy. At least since she was so far progressed in her pregnancy she no longer got ill at the mere smell of blood or even the mention of food. She was awake and had been for sometime reveling in the feel of the babes moving and kicking throughout the womb. There were more than 1 of that she was certain there were far to many movements for there to be just 1. At her mates call she was up and out on surprisingly nimble paws and shot straight towards the door her excitement bubbling over. She almost bowled her mate over but skidded to a stop and began to speak in a rapid spiel. "Ragnar they moved today they've been moving all day. Come you have to feel them move. come here. She stopped her rapid words and stood panting. As she calmed down she took a moment to look him over and the gore on his pelt warranted a raised eyebrow but nothing more as she saw the deer haunch and her mouth watered, but he was right it would be llunch, dinner and breakfast it was large meal unless he shared it with her. RE: shatter me - Ragnar - April 30, 2014 Ragnar assumed that Thistle spent much of her day napping and though he didn’t know - and would frankly never know - he generally figured that carrying growing lives within you would tire you out. Thistle appeared quicker than Ragnar had expected her too, the sound of her scrambling against the earth to get to the mouth of the den picked up by his ears as they twitched. A soft chuckle rumbled in his throat as he considered the idea that was generally - perhaps very - happy to see him as she came shooting out of the shadows, nearly slamming into him. The Viking side stepped her, not wanting her to collide with him in case she injure herself or the babes within her.
The words then began to separate themselves within his mind to make more sense than the initial rush had, and he looked at her sharply then, blinking a few times as he tried to determine if his minds translation was correct or not.
He then took a step towards her and lowered his head to her womb, gently pressing the crown of his head against her rounded sides. RE: shatter me - Thistle Cloud - April 30, 2014 Thistle chuckled and nodded her head at his first words Of course I missed you. I always do. However she was still flying high with happiness to speak at length about anything. Up until the moment when he said they are living then. She had not realized how fearful he was that they would not survive. She had not realized that Dagmar's tragedy had scarred him so much. Yes they are alive and very healthy and there is at least 2 in there they move at the same time on two separate sides. She had spent most of the morning counting their movements and just being happy. Go on Ragnar see for yourself. She chuffed softly at his croon and laughed outloud when he backed up to look at her sides with absolute surprise. Did one of those boys of yours kick you then. She laughed again and licked his face and his shoulder and sighed happily Our babies moved Ragnar. RE: shatter me - Ragnar - April 30, 2014 I just read that apparently when a female canine is pregnant (or relatively close to giving birth) she gives off a hormone scent that is similar to the scent she gives off in heat which if not separated will leading to mounting and probably copulation because apparently if confuses the male. :o This is my sneaky way of playing off Ragnar's sluttyness, rofl.
To toss away the female that had not been anything to him but another trophy wife, a beautiful jewel that had captured his eye and briefly was the object of his lust was one thing. It was something he had came to expect of himself, something that he did without a bat of an eye or frankly any remorse. To bury the lifeless, tiny bodies of his children had been something wholly different because while their mother had meant nothing to him they had, and he had to dig a hole and bury all four of their fragile and miniature bodies. It had been the only time that Odinn had been the focus of his fury, his ire having been taken out upon both the God and Dagmar - both of whom he had blamed for her miscarriage. At her invitation the Viking moved closer to her once more, touching his nose to her rounded left side once more, feeling the son on that side move again.
Hearing Thistle’s laugh at his bewilderment and astonishment at being able to feel what she felt them, to feel their sons move within her broke him out of the stupor he had placed himself in. Brows rose over his icy Caribbean colored eyes but the Viking reveled in the lavishing kisses Thistle was covering him in.
Ragnar glimpsed down at Thistle, desire jolting his dormant nerves awake suddenly. RE: shatter me - Thistle Cloud - April 30, 2014 She listened to the words coming from his mouth and her brow puckered in confusion. She really needed to learn his language soon. What does that mean? She did not mind she was just merely curious. She had felt bad since he told her about the pups he had buried, but now it was more because she really saw how bad it had hurt him. She shook her head and stifled a giggle because his slight brushing against her sides tickled slightly. Thistle snorted at him I think not they will get their bad moods from you therefore your children when they misbehave. She chuckled low and softly. She laughed and said quietly "they are probably going to be far to stubborn and staunch to mind you. So they will probably continue to fight in there after all they probably are running out of room. She teased him unmercilessly. She laughed "It's the glow they say we pregnant females have. She hummed deep in her throat at his kisses and blinked her eyes to look at him. She nipped at his shoulder wondering what he was thinking. RE: shatter me - Ragnar - April 30, 2014 Ragnar had became rather adapt at not using his native tongue around her, knowing that she would not understand the old norse words that were the first words he ever learned to speak.
RE: shatter me - Thistle Cloud - April 30, 2014 She tried her hand at repeating the words he spoke Ein and Tvveir. Was I close? Thistle giggled and said quietly That is because father's are just big piles of goo and could no sooner correct their child than hurt their wife. We women we're made of sterner stuff. she was merely teasing she was sure he would be perfect at parenting. Thistle would not ignore her children at all and she was certain Ragnar would not either. Thistle's eyes crinkled at the corners "well then you'll have to teach them to be gentle to women. So tell me Ragnar what happens if we have all girls? She quirked an eyebrow with a teasing glint in her eye. She was equally certain that if they had girls her mate would be a raging pile of goo and kill anyone who looked at them crooked. Thistle chuffed gently and pulled tight on his shoulder nipping gently up his shoulder and burying her muzzle into his soft neck fur. RE: shatter me - Ragnar - May 01, 2014
Though Ragnar called himself Sveinn’s father, he had not raised the teenager from a newborn and therefore had little to no idea how to handle a newborn. He glimpsed down then, away from Thistle.
Ragnar closed his eyes against the feel of her trailing love bites up his shoulder to where she stopped with her muzzle buried in the fur of his neck. Her touches were a lovely thing for the Viking. RE: shatter me - Thistle Cloud - May 01, 2014 Thistle tilted her right ear forward as she thought about it and listened to him repeat it and thinking hard she said quietly "Tveir...Like that? She got it that time and was infinitely proud of herself for it. She smiled up at him, she knew he would be a stern father, but she imagined he would also be fair and would not expect more than what he could do. Which in a way could be consider unfair as Ragnar was stronger than most, but it was still fair at least in his eyes she was sure. She chuckled at him and said quietly They'll be strong sons Ragnar and you will learn. I have not had that pleasure either so we will just have to learn together we will both do fine. Thistle was confidant in her abilities and what she was not confidant in she was sure instincts would prevail, they had yet to fail. She smiled again and said "They will be very good shield Maidens after all I am their mother and I am a tiny, but mighty viking. She teased her husband gently stressing the words tiny and mighty. RE: shatter me - Ragnar - May 02, 2014 Thistle attempted to say it again, this time the sound rolling off of her tongue in what Ragnar dared to call perfection.
It made Ragnar’s chest swell with unbidden pride to hear Thistle so willingly call herself a Viking especially since she had held trepidation when they had first spoken of it the day she agreed to be his wife. Up until that point Ragnar had only been able to see the way he continued to fail Odinn, afraid that eventually the Allfather’s patience would wan thin and he would dispose of Ragnar, never stopping to see his successes which, obviously, pleased the Allfather. Though the Rites of Passage had yet to be performed for Thistle - admittedly it would be hard given how pregnant she was, likely, Ragnar would allow her to be apart of it when he performed them for their children, though it was likely Odinn had accepted Thistle as a Viking without the Rites. Thistle, at some point, had been successfully converted and welcomed by the Gods as a recognized Viking (even if she did not believe), though an idea occurred to him with abrupt suddenness then.
RE: shatter me - Thistle Cloud - May 02, 2014 Thistle smiled at him pleased that she got it right. She would try her hardest to learn more, she would just have to ask him to teach her. Though today she did not wish to ask. (oh my goodness i laughed at that breaking her part) Thistle settled down to her haunches, she knew that Ragnar had some deep thinking to do and she knew still that he was worried about the little ones that he had no experience with, she however was not so worried. If he had handled the dead children as gently as she could tell he would do fine with his live children. He was indeed all hard edges and icy and steel whereas she was all soft edges and warmth they would balance each other out and make for a good parental unit she felt confidant in this regard. Her brow became tightened as she listened not because she was upset but because she merely did not even know the beginning of a sacrifice. Alright though I must confess I do not know the first thing about sacrifice. On one condition though you let me catch the squirrels or rabbits even as pregnant as I am. She titled he head her eyes daring him to say no. RE: shatter me - Ragnar - May 03, 2014 Learning a language and teaching it would take quite some time and though Thistle had their collective lifetimes to learn it, Ragnar was, accordingly, in no hurry to teach her. Not because he didn’t want her to know it but because he figured she would share the lessons with their sons. Despite they contrasting differences they made a good, albeit probably unlikely pair period. Even their cultures were vastly different though Ragnar had intentions of teaching her the full ways of being a Viking. Ragnar watched as her brow furrowed when he spoke of sacrifice and for a moment wondered if she were about to tell him that she wouldn’t do it. It hadn’t occurred to him that she would tell him no, but he supposed if she did he would have to make the sacrifices himself as he had originally planned, granted, they wouldn’t be as powerful. RE: shatter me - Thistle Cloud - May 03, 2014 Thistle thought about it and really a sacrifice didn't seem all that bad. Granted yes it could be considered a waste of good food if one was to think rationally about it. However, if you factored in a rational fear or reverance for the gods well they had to have sustenance too correct so why not offer them some of your own food. She looked up at him "Well that doesn't seem hard at all. I'll do that tomorrow when you have a break between your patrols, or perhaps even before you go? She tilted her head it may take her a few tries to catch the animals she needed after all she was carrying some extra weight on her, but she was confidant enough in her abilities as a huntress to catch them. She tilted her head and asked him She briefly wondered what Frigga and freya were the gods of or goddesses of. Fade? RE: shatter me - Ragnar - May 04, 2014 Yep, I'll also go ahead and make the sacrifice thread for us. :3
Victorious. Ragnar could not help but feel because he was, albeit slowly, fulfilling Odinn’s commands for him, hoping only that his successes outweighed his failures in Odinn’s eye and heart. It was a tireless thing, proving yourself to a God who could so easily drop his favor and find a new champion. RE: shatter me - Thistle Cloud - May 04, 2014 Thistle's tongue darted out to caress the side of his muzzle at his bump, then she tilted her head and yawned realizing she was very tired. She was slowly becoming used to her husbands culture and though she probably would never fully be a shield maiden much rather preferring healing to killing she knew now as she grew into herself that she could harm another and be okay with it in some cases. In a way it was a scary thought to her, while at the same time comforting knowing that she was not and had never been as helpless as she had always felt. She was so much smaller than most, but bigger than some yet it was her size that had always made her wonder if she could do more than healing and she could and she would. Motherhood had woken up something that had lay dormant in her for years. A savage instinct to protect that she had not known were there. She smiled up at him "Okay Ragnar. Tomorrow. She yawned again and rubbing her muzzle across his again she turned and headed towards the den she was now tired. She wanted to sleep the babes that grew sapping most of her energy of late. She was certain though they would be newborn they were going to be large children. |