There was no beating around the bush anymore. The past few weeks had already made her doubt the belief that she was totally fine, no pregnancy to worry about, but the bump that had developed, her swollen teats and her now downier fur there couldn't be hidden anymore. She wanted to tell Koji first, but didn't know how. She also wanted to tell Durnehviir and Constantine, so a decision could be made before her children would be born. She could still travel now, so if she had to go... Well, then she'd be able to.

The dumb, young and uneducated Chusi made her way through the Creek with her tail between her legs, form held low. She felt embarrassed most of all. Stupid. Her nose was searching for Koji, while her eyes sought the form of anyone that could somehow settle her mind a bit.

Though she didn't consider Arrille her only friend, he was probably her dearest right now. Her relationship with Koji felt awkward, Clock hadn't made an effort to get to know her, Kyera was gone and, well, most of the friends she had ever met were also gone. That left Arrille as her only, not awkward, close companion. And she was glad to see him, but she didn't want to let him see her belly. Obvious as ever she tried to hide it with how she was standing, but to no avail.

Oh - Hiya Arrille... She greeted, less chipper than usual.

She forced a smile on her face, but it seemed easier with Arrille. She didn't want him worrying about her (she didn't want anyone to do that at all, but especially not him). It's just... Tha different air. Yeah - 'never settled sow close ta a mountain befur. 'Got me all weirded up, 'Guess. She explained, exposing her bump despite her efforts to conceal it. She barely noticed the shuffle of feet as they fled, blaming the wind for such a sound.

She sighed and drooped, the smile fading and her body relaxing sadly. She couldn't hide it forever anyway, and maybe he'd be mad she didn't just tell him when word got around of her being pregnant. Even her scent was beginning to change. Promise not ta tell? She nearly whispered, ocher eyes looking up at him slightly.

She wouldn't even mind him finding her to look fat at the moment. She was more concerned about her own well being - that of her unborn children - than to worry about not appearing beautiful enough. Her ears drooped down. Koji - he 'n I, we did somethin' 'n, well, this is tha result... Her eyes wandered off to her paws, counting the longer strands of fur as a way to pass the time.

She shook her head sadly. Just ya 'n Durnehviir know... She sighed. She wasn't ready to tell him. Well, she was ready, but she was fairly certain he didn't want to hear her say the terrifying words that would make his world crumble down. They both weren't really ready for kids, but there was little to be done than to care for whatever offspring this pairing would spawn. I broke pack law... She added softly in a whimper-like tone.

She smiled then, not as worried of the future as she was just minutes ago. Ya'll be one of tha first ta meet 'em - promise... She said softly, hoping he was at least a bit excited for his friend's children. She knew she would've been if the roles were reversed and with Arrille's beautiful white coat and blue eyes the puppies sure would look adorable. Koji and her would probably get darker puppies, she had already calculated.