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All that glitters - Thistle Cloud - July 09, 2014 The sun dawned early as Thistle woke and stepped from the den and allowed the early morning sun, to go across her pelt in slivers. She shook the dirt free from her pelt, and then stood watching as the sun finished rising. @Ragnar was at it again, off patrolling or watching the captives, or perhaps even strengthening the borders. She did not know, she just knew that the sleep he had received had helped a little bit, she had at least gotten a small smile before he left. She looked over at the lilacs that were drying near the front of the den and walked towards them and bent her head down to see if they were still full of fragrance. She loved the way lilacs would permeate the entire area with their scent. She moved again and walked around the small area, stretching as she went, trying her hardest to wake completely up. She had taken to rising early after the pups were born, just for a little bit of time to herself. She found that if she had her own time, she was much more easy going with the children than if she didn’t take time for herself. Her mother had told her that a female should always take some time for herself, or she wouldn’t raise healthy children. How can an unhealthy mother raise healthy children I ask you? She smiled softly at the memory of her soft spoken sweet hearted mother. She missed her something awful, but Thistle had always been a fire brand, and she and her mother were very different. She had often feared that she would give her mother a heart attack with some of her fits. And she had a few fits especially when extremely angry as she was just the other day. She briefly remembered a scuffle with her brother Red that had not ended well. He had fought with her and they both had ended up with so many cuts and bruises they couldn’t move the next few days. She couldn’t even remember what they had fought about, just the after math. She chuckled to herself and finally seating herself down she stared off into the forest wondering what was out there, maybe she would take Julooke and the children and explore a little bit. She had not had much of a chance to do so since they had moved. She knew her responsibilities well. RE: All that glitters - Ragnar - July 10, 2014 <style type="text/css">table.ragnar {background: #ffffff url("http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v190/theder/ragnardertable_zpsefab268a.png") no-repeat top center;}</style>
RE: All that glitters - Thistle Cloud - July 11, 2014 Thistle had realized as the days had passed that she was very close to severe wounds or death when she had fought with Ragnar. She found though that it didn't scare her, and it didn't make her mad. He had controlled himself at least that is what she chose to think, rather than her walking away was the best thing to do. Perhaps, just perhaps that was why she wasn't worried or scared about it. She had also heard stories of a wolf that had lived near her, that had gone into these rages of his own free will, so she knew it could be done. Thistle also knew that part of her poor husbands irritation was probably due in fact to three females being in heat, she knew very intimately that it was hard for males to resist that, and given the fact that she strongly suspected her husband wanted Nerian, even if he didn't say so, made it harder, and that in its own way pissed her off, but she dulled that with the fact that he would continue to resist, because he loved her. She knew it shouldn't upset her and she really needed to get over that, and she was working on it, so she kept that to herself. However, she also knew that women had the same instincts and some of them literally threw themselves at men. She herself had been victim of her own lust, instincts, and heat. It made for a sticky situation for all around at the moment. Thistle looked over at the lilacs again, knowing that this was her husband’s way of apologizing, because he would never say the words, she realized that it was time for her to bite the proverbial bullet and apologize as well, though she wasn't sure what she could say or do to apologize, but she would try. She should not have pushed at him knowing how close to the surface his temper had been simmering like some sort of hot bubbling spring or lava or something. She had pushed anyway, and truth be told if he had attacked her it would have been her own fault, but he would not have forgiven himself she didn't think. She wondered if she could find Ragnar or if she should howl for him, it was only dawn, no one else was awake but her and him. And she did not wish to leave the puppies in case they woke up. She worried her brow as she thought of what to do. She sat for another moment hoping that he would come back for a brief break, if not she supposed she could hunt him down. Realizing, that she was merely putting it off, she would find skoll and have him watch the children, she thought he might be awake. Thistle having left Skoll with Ein, Tveir and Gyda she tip toed through the forest heading straight for the borders. The place she was certain her husband was, marking them. She did see him and she took a moment to study him in the early morning light, pleased with what she saw, as she was always. She stood still even longer debating what to say, finally deciding to wing it; she lifted her head and kept her eyes on him, but kept her tail down. He had pointed out that they were not equals and she would do well to remember that, and she supposed she was trying to. Good Morning Dear Heart. was her soft spoken words as she neared him. RE: All that glitters - Ragnar - July 12, 2014 Since Thistle seems to still be angry at Ragnar in Bragi's joining thread, lol, I figured we could bump this up to after that thread, aha. If you'd rather not I will gladly edit this. :-)
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RE: All that glitters - Thistle Cloud - July 12, 2014 Lol it's fine...yea Thistle was trying to get away from her husband and ended up running into a mini ragnar.... Thistle had not needed to ask her husband the question about what he would give, because she already knew the answer, he wouldn’t stop. Just as he probably already knew the answer but didn’t tell. She had merely asked it to make him think about what he would be doing to his family if he gave up more than just his eye, a leg she could deal with maybe, but more than one eye he would not be able to see, no providing there, more than one leg again no providing and finally if he gave up his life, he would leave a hole in their midst, but he didn’t seem to care, at least not enough. And that was why she supposed he did not want any of his children to be like him; because she had no doubt that he would be the same way with any future children. As far as Bragi was concerned, Thistle could care less if he came from Ragnar’s loins, she really could. It didn’t matter to her the past was in the past. She had been irritated admittedly, so of course her temper was a bit closer to the surface and normally where she would not have reacted to words, she did. The boy had been a bit disrespectful at least in her mind, and he had asked her a question that she had answered, and he got upset with her. That was the reason for her fight with the youth, but yet again, her husband thought it was because of him, so of course that had added more to her irritation which was the reason she had stayed away, had thought about leaving for a few days, but hadn’t, couldn’t leave the children, and couldn’t leave him even for a day. Normally, thistle would not care if he had pulled rank, however he had pulled rank, just because he didn’t like what she was saying and in his anger. That was the reason she had disliked the fact he had done so, but she couldn’t say anything, because he was right he was her alpha, her jarl. Even if he had pulled rank when angered, such was life and she would have to deal with it, even if she didn’t want to. Thistle tilted her head ears splayed, wondering what to do and what to say. She decided to just throw caution to the wind and she strode the distance between them, keeping blue eyes on him, but she did avert them finally and nudged his shoulder and tucked her head under his chin if he would let her, she wasn’t sure if he would. I’m sorry Ragnar she did not elaborate, but she would if she needed too, but she thought saying sorry was enough though she did say something else. I’ll tell Bragi too, poor child. RE: All that glitters - Ragnar - July 13, 2014 <style type="text/css">table.ragnar {background: #ffffff url("http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v190/theder/ragnardertable_zpsefab268a.png") no-repeat top center;}</style>
RE: All that glitters - Thistle Cloud - July 13, 2014 Thistle knew that they had a few fights, but she would not say it was all the time. All things considered a lot had changed for the fawn colored femme in the last couple of weeks merely. She was a passionate wolf and she threw herself into everything including bad things with a fervor that could make most anyone envious. As far as ambition went she knew it was bad in the extent that her husband had it, but she had merely been trying to say if the children had a little bit of it, it was fine. However that was neither here nor there. She backed up as clearly he didn't want her touch as she had thought might happen. Ears forward she listened, wondering what he wanted from her, she was doing the best she could she was not perfect either. She got hurt and irritated like everyone else it was just that when she did there was always a big blow over because it was not a feeling she had often. Thistle gave a small humorless laugh edged with a hint of hysteria she didn't know what to do to make him understand it was not him lately she was just sad, but he was one good thing and selfishly she would not give him up unless he wanted to go, which she hoped not but who was she to stop him. She licked her small muzzle and lifted her head and tightened her jaw, unsure what to say, but something needed said first and foremost was his comment on change I do not want you to change and I do not want prince charming he's overrated. I love you how you are flaws and all. She took a breath then too, and shifted her small paws and spoke softly but this time she kept her eyes downcast because she was a bit ashaamed of her sadness she shouldn't be unhappy when she had beautiful children and a husbhand who loved her. Ragnar a lot has changed for me in just a few short months and most of it good but the bad mixed in had me reeling, and I am not saying it is fair that I react badly to some things, but I am saying I am a passionate wolf things are big to me and lately I am sad most of the time but not because of you never because of you. First and foremost I just had children Ragnar that can mess with anyone it unbalances everything in your body not just your physicalities, but I could handle that. But then another woman told you she loved you and I was already fighting hard to get my confidence back I felt umm undesirable and that was something no one could fix but me. And I could have and did work on it and I'm mostly ok now' where that is concerned but then Pump died and I am still fighting with the after effects of that, she was my friend one thing that had stayed unchanged was Pump and even then someone or something felt the need to change that too. Perhaps I do not do well with change when there is soo much in a short time. And you are not changed but perhaps I'm a little scared that will change too just to add more upheavel and my way of dealing with that fear as unrational as it is is too just push and I'm sorry I hope you can forgive me for it. But you and Ein and Tveir and Gyda are 4 very happy things in my life and i would not change that for anything She hrugged then and kept her eyes down unsure how he would take any of that and scared to death it'd be bad and he'd walk away. Thistle flinched at the thought of BRagi and she dipped her nose and sighed softly that was not one of my best moments I was leaving to get some air to try and calm down before I apologized, but I saw him there and he was all alone and I should have left him there by himself, but I couldn't. I hadn't realized how irritated I was until he antagonized me without meaning too but I should have left and believe you me those words I regret you see that is why I always try to think before I speak I have a way of being cutting when angry or irritated. She shifted again and lifted her eyes to his face taking it all in you know I wouldn't blame you if you didn't want me anymore given the past few weeks but just so you know it'd kill me if you left. and i wouldnt let you go without a fight. She looked back down again afraid of what she may see there. RE: All that glitters - Ragnar - July 14, 2014 <style type="text/css">table.ragnar {background: #ffffff url("http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v190/theder/ragnardertable_zpsefab268a.png") no-repeat top center;}</style>
RE: All that glitters - Thistle Cloud - July 14, 2014 Thistle would move closer once they were done talking, but for now she would stay still and curl her tail around her small paws hiding her white one from view. Thistle would have laughed had she heard her husband comparing her too an angel, because she was far from one. She held many sins herself under her belt, one of which had brought her 3 of her favorite joys. Thistle would not fight today, like him she was tired of fighting and she wanted to stop being her own worst enemy and punishing herself for god only knows what, which what she was doing in a sense every time she pushed. Thistle smiled softly at his words and spoke candidly, thank you Ragnar I will remember that next year when I am carrying around a wide load of sons for you. She inhaled then on a broken sigh, this was hard for the fawn femme, to point out her flaws and her short comings, yes even to the one man that she would tell anything too, didn't make it any less harder. Thistle dipped her muzzle then and in a soft tone I am glad for that Ragnar, and I will do my best to not think you will change. Thistle titled her head and self consciously moved as to ghost forward but stopped herself, merely because this conversation wasn't done, and she wasn't about to get rejected again so soon. She splayed her ears and looked at carribean blues, a color she had grown to find was her favorite color, and watched as he turned towards the horizon. A compromise then? I will promise to try to not get so angry and think before I act and speak more than I already do if you promise to try not to reprimand me when i say something good about you everytime, sometimes is okay, because I know you won't always be able to help yourself, as well as that I won't always be able to keep my words to myself when heated? Deal? if that was not acceptable well she would think of another one, even if it meant it was one sided, she would let it be one sided for him only. RE: All that glitters - Ragnar - July 15, 2014 <style type="text/css">table.ragnar {background: #ffffff url("http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v190/theder/ragnardertable_zpsefab268a.png") no-repeat top center;}</style>
RE: All that glitters - Thistle Cloud - July 15, 2014 Thistle watched as her husband’s eyes were towards the horizon clearly he was lost in his own thoughts. She thought perhaps he wasn’t listening, and she supposed she could not blame him. He had a lot going on. He had numerous wolves to look after, many young, his own children and a wife. It had to be spreading him thin as time wore on. And now with the threat of the isle wolves still large, he couldn’t be having an easy go of it. And with that thought alone, Thistle could not stand to be upset anymore or fight anymore about silly little petty things, when he clearly had more going on. Granted yes she would not always be able to keep her voice lowered and her mind docile, but she could try for the most part to at least try and talk to him before her temper got the best of her and blew up. Thistle splayed her ears again a small smile at him finally agreeing to her compromise. Then to turn into a frown as he continued speaking. She was afraid that Beric would go after her husband too, since he pretty much had said as much, could she keep that to herself? Or would she have to tell him, she had a certain obligation as his wife surely, but she also did not want to lose Beric’s trust. She was torn, she tilted her ears and spoke softly I already told Beric as much my dear heart. I told him you were a good leader, but you also believed in punishment and you had more of a savage nature and he would do well to remember that. I also told him that though I wouldn’t tell him he couldn’t have the girl with him, if you were to tell him she was to leave his den, then he was to make sure that happened. He agreed to do so. Deciding that she didn’t need to say that Beric might attack him if he went after the girl, because she was certain her husband knew this, he was not a stupid man and if he asked she would tell him, besides she had already reprimanded Beric for that anyway. I also told Beric that if you were there to maim or kill the girl that he was to let you or he would also be maimed or killed if he got in the way. Thistle listened to the next words and she bowed her head, because she knew that it would happen and there was nothing anyone could do to stop it, not that she would try in the least. She nodded That leader is a fool, and clearly she and Majesty did not and do not care for their pack mates below them. Very well Ragnar. You know you have my support obviously. But may I ask what shall I and the pups do when this happens ad I know we will be here, this time? What would you have us do to help? She knew it was rather a matter of when not if, and she also knew that he would not allow her or the children to go yet, the children would be far too young right now and he would not risk their health and since Julooke would possibly still be able bodied, and Skoll was able bodied those two would obviously go with him on the raid. Granted by that time Julooke, may very well be indisposed heavy with pups of her own. Thistle finally did step forward and nudged him gently with her nose but she did not push, simply lending her own support in her own way, unsure what else to do. RE: All that glitters - Ragnar - July 16, 2014 <style type="text/css">table.ragnar {background: #ffffff url("http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v190/theder/ragnardertable_zpsefab268a.png") no-repeat top center;}</style>
RE: All that glitters - Thistle Cloud - July 17, 2014 Thistle watched as her husband sat and thought, to one who didn’t know him you would never know that was what he was doing, he guarded his face and emotions flitting across it so well. But the fact was she did know him and he was always thinking and when silent it was worse. She imagined he was fretting over the captives and the isle wolves, who were clearly being stupid and not adhering to proper etiquette when it came to borders, but who was she to know, she wasn’t the best candidate either, as she clearly had issues with boundaries too. She couldn’t really help it though, as she had told him she was a passionate wolf and she felt things and did things a little stronger than most and she always had a reason for everything she did, whereas the isle wolves just seemed to for lack of a better word simple and dumb. Thistle nodded her head; Beric had told her he was related to the two, she wasn’t sure who exactly he was related too of the duo, just that he was family by blood to one of them, and in a sense both of them since they were mates and from the same pack. Sometimes the ties that bound were more than blood, and love, but they were home and pack, which made them family. What was it they always said Home was where the heart was, and if your heart relied with your pack well then it was home and thus family. I know Ragnar and so does Beric and the girl does too, I made sure to tell her that she would do well to do what she was told. That was all she had to say on the subject really, so she fell silent, continuing to listen to her husband. Thistle tilted her head and dipped her muzzle down in acknowledgement, Okay we will be here when you get back. She didn’t know what else to say about him going she could caution him to be careful, but he likely wouldn’t appreciate that right now, and besides she was still a little wary of what to say and what to do, since both her husband and she had some temper control issues lately, and he was already stressed enough she did not wish to add to it, she would tell him to be careful the day he went. hopefully they listen this time; I do not want bloodshed if we could avoid it, on our end at least. She shifted her paws and tightened her tail around them more so. RE: All that glitters - Ragnar - July 18, 2014 I apologize for any typos this may contain and also autocorrect. xP
Ragnar had a brief moment, when he spoke the words regarding obedience, that perhaps he was beginning to turn into Björn, after all. That was something his elder brother would've said. With conviction and without mercy. If he doesn't like it he can go back to where he came from. Yet, the situation was so very different than anything that would have made Björn say that. His brother would say it on obedience period and while Ragnar expected his orders to be carried out, of course, he didn't mind that his subordinates had minds of their own. Sometimes, such as in the case with Thistle, they could make him pause and see an alternative option he hadn't and wouldn't have seen before. Prisoners was an entirely different vein, and besides it wasn't as if Claire was their only prisoner. He hadn't allowed Ollie and Olor to stay under the shelter of the den and there Beric was, coddling Claire because her feelings might of been hurt by being taken captive — or so Ragnar believed anyway, he didn't know for sure running off of assumption alone. And that was all it took to hurt her feelings then she had a life full of gut wrenching heartbreak before her because Ragnar had seen and done much worse than take another wolf captive. There would be worse things in Claire's life because, frankly, Ragnar's treatment of the prisoners was ten times better then anything they could've expected from Björn, probably Váli, too. RE: All that glitters - Thistle Cloud - July 18, 2014 Yea phone sucks Thistle spoke softly I think they were friends before this I believe that is why he's got her in his den she fell silent then again. she wasn't sure they were friends but she was fairly certain. However, in his defense he had followed her instructions to a fault so he was loyal and wanted to do well. At least she thought so anyway. Thistle did not say it but she had already figured so that the girl would be allowed to leave or stay after her imprisoment. I did not tell her how long she would be here dear heart I left that decision up to you. she had been intentionally vague merely saying a few weeks where that was concerned. It was ugly how Thistle still felt about Nerian, but she was doing her best to deal with it and she had realized that if something were to happen there would be nothing to do about it except leave and she would. though a part of her feared he'd begin to resent that she madee him choose,but she swiftly shoved those offending thoughts down because surely not. However she also made a concious effort to trust and not worry about it and she had also made a conscious effort to speak with her husbands priestess. So she thought she was doing well thus far. Thistle shifted ears splayed she dipped her muzzle very well I'll check my stock and see what I need and then go on a gathering adventure the wolf surra told me he'd go with me anytime I like if you can't. just to be on the safe side of caution she knew there was a good chance there would be blood in someway. so she would rather be prepared than not. RE: All that glitters - Ragnar - July 20, 2014 I think this is a good place to wrap this one up. :-) we can have another when I'm back from moving? :-)
Ragnar said nothing to Thistle's observation that Beric and Claire had been friends previous to her captivity. He wasn't sure if that was supposed to mean something to him or not and spared her the harsh words of reality that he did not care because he knew his wife was a smart woman and could figure it out without him speaking it. He didn't care. Their friendship was irrelevant in the face of her crime. It was just that simple to Ragnar, and if their friendship was supposed to appeal to whatever shred of humane nature Ragnar possessed it was the wrong consideration to make. It was obvious that Ragnar wouldn't care about it, and would, if a friend had committed a severe crime against his pack, have wanted them apprehended. He would have executed himself were it severe enough: even Floki. Ragnar had killed his older brother, flesh and blood, for a mixture of selfish reasons and for betraying him and Eitri. It went without saying if Ragnar could kill his own brother he could kill anyone regardless of their relationship to him of that was what it took. He had no intentions of killing Claire, but that wasn't exactly the point. RE: All that glitters - Thistle Cloud - July 20, 2014 Okay wrapped up :D and yes please :) the air was still riddled with tension at least to Thistle and she realized that her husband was in a bad mood, even after she apologized and her heart fell a little bit, but she didn't show it outwardly. She had not realized that he would become so upset with Claire, perhaps she should have let the girl go, or called Ragnar to begin with and just let him deal with her himself, because she felt like she hadn't done what he wanted. She shook her head to dispel such thoughts, her mind was just sad lately and it was about enough of it. She stood still a moment longer as he ghosted forward and kissed her brow, and she did not move as he walked away, no she just stared off into the distance motionless for the time being her thoughts floating and fluttering on the breeze. Were they okay? or did he not accept her apology he hadn't really said, not that he would he was a quiet man. She shook her head again and slowly stood to her paws feeling much older than her 2 years and she padded the opposite way, preferring to go the long way around to get back to the den, maybe if she was lucky the lessons would be done and she could think again to herself. |