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all of the light just fades away - Yildun - September 18, 2013 all welcome - late evening this used to be my playground this used to be my childhood dream this used to be the place i ran towhenever i was in need of a friend [size=3]why did it have to end[/size] A few days prior, he’d been plagued by feelings of anger from the female that had come to the border and had ended up upsetting him. He had hated that feeling. It had taken a while for that anger to go away, but when it finally did, he was greatly relieved. It was definitely not something he wanted to feel very often, if ever again. Though there was no way to say that he wouldn’t ever feel it again. It was what it was. It was hard to put limits on emotions, especially when they came up out of nowhere at any given time. Earlier that morning, he had received good news. Koontz had promoted him to Gamma. Yildun was clearly thrilled by this. But there was bad news that had come with the good news. Verrine was gone. Needing to wrap his mind around that news, he had gone for a long walk by himself. Verrine was gone, leaving Julooke here. But now Yildun found himself wondering how long it was going to be before Julooke, too, was gone. His fears were coming to light it seemed. It was only a matter of time before he was without anyone left. That was how he viewed it. Upset was absolutely putting it mildly as far as how he was feeling when he first set out on his walk. By the time he began to make his way back in the general direction of the den he shared with his sister, night was just around the corner. The sounds of the insects that came out at night could be heard as the silvery male slowly walked. At one point, he stopped. Tilting his nose toward the night sky and let forth a soft, mournful howl. RE: all of the light just fades away - Koontz - September 25, 2013 Although she saw all of her pack mates in passing, naturally, Koontz hadn't had the chance to sit down and talk with Yildun since their encounter with Vilocity. After wrapping up her duties as leader and Boneknapper for the day, she made her way toward the den Yildun shared with Julooke. On the way, Koontz reflected back on the day when the small band of wolves had showed up on her doorstep. One by one, they had then disappeared, leaving only a few remaining. She unknowingly shared in Yildun's sentiments of abandonment. She arrived with nightfall to find Yildun just feet from his den. She opened her mouth to greet him, only to stop short when she saw him throw back his head and point it at the darkling sky. She listened to his deep, sonorous voice as it poured from his pale muzzle. You have a pretty voice, my friend, she thought, a smile twitching her lips. After a moment, the silvery yearling slipped alongside Yildun, touching the side of his pallid neck with her cool nose so as not to startle him. Koontz then threw back her own head beside his and joined in his song, hers a feminine falsetto to complement his deeper baritone. RE: all of the light just fades away - Yildun - September 25, 2013 this used to be my playground this used to be my childhood dream this used to be the place i ran towhenever i was in need of a friend [size=3]why did it have to end[/size] He knew she was there. He’d heard her coming, smelled her scent in the air. Having to rely so heavily on his sense of hearing left little chance for anyone to be able to sneak up on him. This was a good thing in most cases. Even knowing she was there, he’d continued with his soft cry. Not a day went by that he didn’t think of those that had come to this place with him, and how they were all gone, save for one; Julooke. It was still painful for him to think of his brother having left without so much as a single word. And it was hurtful that Verrine was gone as well. What made it even more painful was thinking about how if it hurt him this much, even after it had been several weeks, how hard was Julooke taking it? He hadn’t really talked to her much, choosing to give her space instead. He didn’t want to add to her sadness with that of his. His song continued as she slid up beside him. The feel of her fur brushing against his sent a little shiver down his spine, while the feel of her nose against the side of his neck elicited a slight wag of his tail against the ground behind him. Her voice joined with his and, for the first time in a long time, Yildun, in that moment, felt like he was where he was truly meant to be. The sightless young male felt like he belonged here, not anywhere else. And it felt good, leaving him feeling warm inside, for the first time in a very long time. Koontz joining his song meant more to him than anything had in that same amount of time. As his song slowly died down, he lowered his head and turned his face toward her so that he could touch his nose to the side of her neck. “Thank you.” His voice was hushed, barely above a whisper. RE: all of the light just fades away - Koontz - September 25, 2013 "Summertime Sadness" came on just as I started this post. Fitting! They sang in tandem, giving voice to a range of wordless emotions. When their ballad faded away into the night, Yildun pressed his nose to the side of her neck and a slow smile crept onto her face. "That's my signature move," she teased softly, then leaned slightly sideways into him and nodded, allowing him to feel the motion. "You're welcome." Although being with him put a smile on her face, Koontz stepped backward and sighed quietly. "I'm sorry, Yildun," she said, knowing she didn't need to explain why she was sorry; he would know she was referring to his departed family and friends. "With that said, I can't tell you how glad I am that you're still here. I want you to know that I'm here for you too." Koontz moved so that she stood just in front of him, nose-to-nose, barely touching. "I know you've had a lot to deal with, between people leaving and that audacious bitch on our borders... but how are you? Have you had any time to try out the whole Dreamserpent thing?" She wanted to tell him about her own chosen duty, yet she remained quiet, allowing him a chance to speak first. RE: all of the light just fades away - Yildun - October 01, 2013
RE: all of the light just fades away - Koontz - October 01, 2013 Mention of Yildun's father sent ice down her spine, because she understood the implication of his words. She wanted to tell him she was damn glad he hadn't acted on that desolate impulse, yet she couldn't quite find the words. Besides, they'd already moved on to lighter fare and Koontz didn't want to force them to linger on such a dark subject. "No, well, I decided against becoming a Dreamserpent myself. I have faith that you'll be all the Dreamserpent we need," she replied with a little smirk which he, of course, couldn't see. Perhaps he detected it in her voice. "Out of necessity, I decided to become a Boneknapper instead. I'm not a naturally gifted hunter, despite my heritage, but I think that I can do the duty justice. I don't have much of a choice; we badly need a hunter if we're going to make it through this winter." Talk of hunting reminded her of something suddenly and Koontz paused, then smiled. "Hey, are you familiar enough with the territory yet to show off your hunting skills?" she wondered. It was past dark now, yet that wouldn't matter to Yildun, of course, unless the dropping temperatures—his way of telling when it was nighttime, as she recalled—somehow affected his abilities. RE: all of the light just fades away - Yildun - October 01, 2013
RE: all of the light just fades away - Koontz - October 01, 2013 I don't... think Yildun himself has mentioned much about Sterrenvuur but if he has, we'll just have to blame Koontz for being forgetful. :P Yildun's silence earned a questioning look from Koontz, yet she quickly cottoned onto what he was doing: listening. Accordingly, she grew very still and quiet, not only to help him focus but so that she could listen herself. She didn't detect anything disturbing the nighttime silence, nor did he, apparently. He mentioned moving away from the area and she nodded, then remembered to vocalize her agreement: "Good idea." As they began to move quietly through the night, his nose brushed hers and she smiled fleetingly, though said nothing of the brief contact. As they walked, she said, "It would be a damn shame if I ended up being a bad hunter. My mother was a masterful hunter," she explained, "and even if she can't see me, I would feel her disappointment all the way from Seahawk Valley if I were to bungle her specialty." That reminded her of yet another thing to mention. "I vaguely remember somebody mentioning that you all came from the Seahawk area as well, right? I don't think I ever got the details; if I did, I forget them. What pack did you all come from?" More likely than not, she would be familiar with its name, if nothing else. Koontz knew about most if not all of the packs active during her time there, she just didn't have any one-on-one experience with many of them, having been a bit of a homebody up until her departure. RE: all of the light just fades away - Yildun - October 01, 2013 Nope, he hadn't <3
RE: all of the light just fades away - Koontz - October 01, 2013 He expressed some surprise over their shared birthplace and Koontz waved her tail so that its silvery length brushed against him. She listened raptly as he spoke, bobbing her head to acknowledge the familiarity of his pack's name. He named a few of his relatives and she felt like she vaguely recognized some of the monikers. She came to a dead stop suddenly at one particular name. "No kidding!" she blurted. "Chakra and Mo—my mother—were close. They didn't get to see each other that much after becoming leaders and having kids... but he would come to see her every once in a while or she would go visit him." She found the connection pretty neat, which was evidenced by her tone. "I only met him once or twice myself and I barely remember him because I was so young... but he must've been pretty awesome if Mo was fond of him," Koontz said complimentarily. "Flightless Falcons," she added when he inquired after the pack's name. "My mom founded it when she was really young. She ran it with her previous mate—I forget his name—but he evidently disappeared not long after they had my half-brothers. Then she paired up with my dad and, well, they've been running the ship ever since. They're getting kind of old and creaky these days," she finished with a laugh, "but I bet they'll be in charge until the day they die. I can't see Mo ever stepping down before then." RE: all of the light just fades away - Yildun - October 09, 2013
RE: all of the light just fades away - Koontz - October 10, 2013 Yildun wondered aloud whether Mo would be proud of Koontz's accomplishment. The silvery yearling smirked. "I'm sure she would be," she acknowledged, "though, like you, I was always closer to my dad. We were just a lot more alike than my mom and me." She became quiet for a moment. "I'm happy with the life I have here and I know they'd love to know that I'm out here, conquering the world and all," she quipped lightly, "but I really miss them sometimes. I knew when I left that I would likely never see them again. I don't like to think about that, though," she admitted, knowing Yildun would more likely than not empathize. "Oh, shoot," Koontz said suddenly. "I'm over here yip-yapping when you're trying to listen for prey. I'm zipping my lips right now," the Alpha said, pressing them together as promised and allowing silence to overtake the pair of them. RE: all of the light just fades away - Yildun - October 10, 2013
RE: all of the light just fades away - Koontz - October 15, 2013 Edit on 11/06: I'm gonna conclude and archive this! <3 When Yildun brushed against her, she gave him an encouraging nip. Her pale eyes followed him as he switched fully into hunting mode. Because she didn't want to impede his tracking by possibly creating extra noise—for he could surely hear her, even when she was trying her best to be stealthy—Koontz fell back, trailing slowly after him. She only heard the possum's scurrying in the moment just prior to his attack. She froze when Yildun pounced, snatching the creature's tail before positioning it more properly and biting its neck. Koontz heard the crunch of its bones and the soft wheeze as its last breath squeezes through its torn throat. Her tail wagged lightly and she waited where she stood. He plucked up his kill and presented the carcass to her. "Good job, Yildun. I'm impressed," she told him sincerely, touching her nose to his and then looking down at the possum without moving her head. "Seriously, I can't even fathom how you did that. You'd make a better Boneknapper than me," she said in jest, though she wasn't entirely joking. "I'm going to pick up the possum and move somewhere else to eat it," she told him in the next beat. True to her word, she bent down and scooped the dead possum into her jaws. She then nudged Yildun and trotted into the wood. She glanced behind her a few times to make sure he was following, concerned that he might lose her or else have trouble otherwise, yet he glided along behind her like a ghost and soon Koontz stopped worrying about him. She arrived at her favorite spot, the ledge that overlooked the southernmost part of the park. "Stop," she instructed Yildun, as she didn't want him hurtling over the edge. "Make yourself comfortable while I split this thing," she added, the night soon filling with the sound of ripping and tearing. After nudging his ration toward him and situating herself, Koontz sighed contently. "I wish you could see this view, Yildun," she said quietly. She glanced over at him. "Just below us is a lovely hot spring—perhaps you can smell it?—and, beyond that, to the south, there's a majestic mountain rising up into the sky. To its left, there's a sprawling forest. East of us, there's a river, funneling off into the wilderness." Surely he wouldn't be able to paint a mental picture that looked like the panorama below, yet maybe her words would help him conjure up a pretty image of his own understanding. After they ate, Koontz would have been happy to simply sit there and admire the view. Yet since Yildun couldn't enjoy it the same way, she opted for a different activity. Standing up, she moved closer to him, hovering for a moment. "May I?" she asked quietly before slipping down beside him. Then, with only mild hesitation, she scooted close to him, leaning her side and back against Yildun's pale form. When he seemed receptive to the contact, it emboldened her and she curled closer into him, effectively cuddling with the blind wolf. It felt incredibly comfortable. She wondered how much more vivid the physical sensations must be for him... "I like this," she said quietly, a smile in her voice. Eventually, she let her chin sink to her forepaws and, without meaning to, she fell fast asleep in Yildun's arms. |