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I wanted the world till my whole world stopped - Danica RIP - October 30, 2014 @Maera perhaps if you like? But all welcome!
Danica was exceedingly unhappy with this entire situation, but upheaval was quickly becoming a norm in her life. As an adult she could take it, but to the young such a constant state of change could do some real damage. It was for one such young one that the golden fem searched for now. "Mae?" She looked into the entrance of the family's (former?) den, not wanting to enter and disturb those who did not wish it. She wasn't sure the little one wished for any, but she needed to make it clear that the pup was not abandoned. She had family here. And though the future at this point was a bit uncertain, they would pull through and perhaps even be the stronger for it. RE: I wanted the world till my whole world stopped - Maera - November 05, 2014
Maera did not feel abandoned, she didn't allow such feeelings to creep into her mind. Even if the nights had gotten colder since Larus' unfortunate departure it had only grown worse when her beloved sister and greatest role model also disappeared from view. She missed having her partner in crime with her, she even missed their little fights. But she wouldn't say it. RE: I wanted the world till my whole world stopped - Danica RIP - November 06, 2014 Danica's unaware of Arabella/Maera.... so feel free to respond however.
She's taking out some of her pup-craziness right now XD In Danica's mind there was a constant struggle, a battle that fought itself every day without gaining ground for either side. She still maintained her independence, a driving need to not tie herself down and let her happiness get wrapped up in the presence of others. This clashed bitterly, however, with the affection she had been beginning to feel for the Sveijarn family, particularly little Maera. The girl had weasled her way into the blonde woman's heart and she wasn't quite sure how to deal with it yet. Now, though, the sensation warranted action. Finding the girl alone in the spacious den, curled up in the back as though cast aside, her heart went out to her. She entered in a ways, cocking her head. She wasn't sure how this would be recieved, but she felt the need to offer. If the girl refused, she would not be offended. "Hey. I figured, well, it's pretty chilly outside. I was wondering if you wanted to have a sleepover." Terming it as such sounded better to Danica's ears, though really she was offering her companionship to the child. She assumed Maera wasn't used to sleeping solo, and even small things like that were sometimes the hardest to adjust to. It had been weeks before she herself had learned to sleep soundly without another heartbeat beside hers. RE: I wanted the world till my whole world stopped - Maera - November 12, 2014
Before Danica slithered into the den, the child pulled her extremities closer to her, tucking each paw underneath her belly and wrapping her tail over her toes. With Danica's entrance she felt a wave of self-coniousness and exhaustion wash over her coled body. She didn't want to be seen as the child with no family -- even if that was all she was now -- she wished she could wipe away that expression of pity off everyone's face. RE: I wanted the world till my whole world stopped - Danica RIP - November 16, 2014 The girl was inviting, which made Danica glad. In some sense she did pity the girl, but a part of her also wondered if Maera wouldn't turn out the stronger for it. Danica was a fan of independence and chasing one's own fate rather than relying on others. She felt her own trials had led her to become harder, but also stronger. Maera's would likely do the same. Scars were not always only bad. "Wherever you like," she responded, looking about the den. If she was alright with Danica staying, she was not opposed. It wasn't as if Tuwawi or Njal were here to mind. If she wanted to go elsewhere that was also understandable. "The great thing about sleepovers is there are no rules." At least, none that Danica was going to enforce. RE: I wanted the world till my whole world stopped - Maera - November 18, 2014
While it would've been nice to be certain that all of the obstacles placed in fron t of her would end up pushing her into greatness, it was still someting that remained unknown. Maera was a strong child. She had never hesitated to voice her worries and desires, just like she never backed out from a squabble (unless it was with Jokull). RE: I wanted the world till my whole world stopped - Danica RIP - November 21, 2014 "Alright." Danica stepped into the den, the scents of the previous occupants still strong enough that she doubted she'd leave much of a trace anyway. She barely had to stoop, her own size much smaller than that of Njal, so making her way to the back was a relatively easy task. She lay down a short distance away from Mae, wanting to let the girl come to her if she so chose, and looked around. This was a nice den. Danica had a habit of sleeping outside, but as the nights got colder she'd begin looking for someplace to hole up. There were a few likely trees she had come across that she might dig the roots up on. So. Sleepover. What did one do at a sleepover? She'd gotten this far and hadn't really thought much past. "So, I'm gonna confess something. I've never had a sleepover before." She gave the girl an amused smile. "Any ideas on what we do now?" Let the child take charge. Now there's a brilliant idea. RE: I wanted the world till my whole world stopped - Maera - November 22, 2014
The child's eyes followed the slow movements of the female as she made her way inside the den and laid down on the cold floor. She fixed her eyes on her for a moment, watching her with unwavering attention; the girl's oversized ears cupped towards her as she admitted she had never gone to a sleepover before. RE: I wanted the world till my whole world stopped - Danica RIP - November 30, 2014 Danica made no move to avoid Maera's approach, instead giving a small smile that was quickly hidden as the little girl settled against her. She'd figured this was where it was going as it was why she had offered a sleepover in the first place. It took a while to get used to resting without the heat of another against you. "Sounds like a plan," she said finally, lowering her head onto her paws and looking at Maera out of the corner of her eye. And suddenly she felt like a complete monster, for she knew that a part of her was planning on leaving. She would not do so with both Tuwawi and Njal gone, but... she knew it was going to happen. And this girl would lose yet another figure in her life. Ears twisting back at the thought, she looked down with a small sigh. Life could never be kind, could it? RE: I wanted the world till my whole world stopped - Maera - December 06, 2014
The warm feeling of Danica's skin against her own was enough to make the child feel a thousand times better. In a blink of an eye, Maera had already wrapped herself into a tight little ball, melting into Danica's side in the same way she used to with Tuwawi at the time. It would now be a matter of time before Maera fell asleep in her arms, but before she did so she wanted to talk to Danica. RE: I wanted the world till my whole world stopped - Danica RIP - December 14, 2014 Danica was content to allow Maera to take initiation in the talking front. This kind of talk had not been her strong suit for a very long time. Not since she'd gotten wise in the ways of the world and how things worked. When Maera asked her question, Danica knew she could answer without a trace of doubt. When it came to parents, Mae could have done a lot worse. True hers were not here now but they loved her without a shadow of a doubt. She'd stopped wondering if her own missed her a long time ago. She knew that answer. "Of course they do. They'd be crazy not to." They were crazy to both leave in Danica's opinion but she kept that to herself. "Anyone who leaves you would have a hard time not missing you. I think it'd be impossible." She said with a smile, but it didn't reach her eyes. Damn herself to hell. She'd deserve it after what she was about to do to this poor girl. She wasn't so presumptuous as to think she meant that much to Maera. But she was another friend who was going to disappear. No. Not disappear, she resolved suddenly. Maera would get a farewell before she went, the only one. She deserved to know, and likely would need to know, why and where she had gone. RE: I wanted the world till my whole world stopped - Maera - December 19, 2014
The answer given by her last friend on Earth was quick and strong, as if it were a fact as obvious as saying the sky was blue. And though it meant to serve as comfort for the Sveijarn's troubled little mind, Maera couldn't help but pick up on the slight hollowness of Danica's voice. RE: I wanted the world till my whole world stopped - Danica RIP - December 28, 2014 last for me, just archive or finish up? ^^ so short but amg holidays
After Maera's response Danica stared thoughtfully at her small, curled back. She couldn't fathom what was going through her mind, she hoped that the thoughts were not too dark. For much as she loved herself, she hoped the girl would not turn out as she did. Settling down, she lowered her head to the floor, turning her eyes to the cave wall and simply letting her mind wander. As she did so she began to wonder what would follow when she was gone. She had little doubts few besides Mae would miss her and the glacier would thrive in her absence. As to her own future? Well, that was less solid. Despite her regret and trepidation, she couldn't help but feel a strange excitement as well. She only wished she could take Maera with her, impossible as that was. She couldn't even ensure her own future with this course. Impossible, but she wished it were not so. |