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Still you give yourself away - John - June 05, 2024
Maybe @Dinah, @Simeon or @Malakai?” Going to keep things vague since my previous thread on the Isle has stalled. Anyone on the Island is welcome. Other tags are for reference.
John hadn't been on the island long, and he didn’t plan on staying here, as much as he loved the crumbled island temple that was once Sweetharbor. The memories it brought back, some touchy, others joyful. That night, he found a place to rest, and he bedded down surrounded by the sea grass, the cool ocean breeze tickling his ears, the waves crashing on the sandy shore.
When he slept, he dreamed, almost recollecting what had happened on his journey. He saw the face of @Boris, the quiet young man, @Esma, their conversation about religion, and last, the lovely, yet pale face of @Heda, when he said goodbye. To him, she was an angel, her dreamy figure brought a smile to his sleeping face.
Soon, he woke up to the call of seagulls, the gentle first rays of the sun, warming the earth. He stood, stretched his body and put his nose to the wind. There were more scents, familiar ones, so he set out that morning to find them.
RE: Still you give yourself away - Simeon - June 06, 2024
Keeping this vague since what are timelines? Lol!!
So much had happened as of late, and Simeon still hadn't make sense of it all.
For a long time, he been on his own. Then, it had been him and Malakai. Now, Dee too - and Judah! As though back from the dead. Gramma still lingered on the Isle, and John - a connection back to mom, and maybe even Ava, Ana...
Family, being knit together - or so it should have been.
Simeon noticed how Malakai retreated, how Dee now planted herself at Judah's side where Kai used to be. Simeon bounced between them all, but the loss of dad, then Judah, then the Isle itself, had left them fissured, fractured.
He set out that morning to pray. A pillar in the early light, though frayed himself and broken at the edges. He'd dreamed of the day they would all come together again and make this place their home. But it seemed El Shaddai had other plans for them.
Always good, but still... why like this?
He sighed as lavender warmed the air around him.
RE: Still you give yourself away - John - June 06, 2024
He picked one scent, following it to its beginning. He crested the lavender hill and right before his eyes was the red figure of Simeon. John’s heart skipped a beat, and he would have flown to cover the distance between them, had Simeon not been praying.
He quietly strode down the hill, and only when Simeon would end his prayer, did John look to him, a heartfelt look in his eyes: “Simeon. It is a blessing to see you. You have been missed, dearly. You are well?”
Oh how he wished to embrace the young man, yet he was not the young lad that John had saved from the waves a year ago. He was a young man now.
RE: Still you give yourself away - Simeon - June 06, 2024
Head bowed, his eyes remained open, surveying the coastline, remembering the sound of laughter in early days. Dad had watched them from up here. Mom, Everett, John. And each had sought to guide him, to teach him the right way.
The Isle had been his sanctuary and his family, his security.
You give and take away.
You give and take away.
Show me your ways, Lord,a whisper, a breath,
teach me your paths.
Too often, he'd followed his own, or trailed after Dinah or mom or Kai. Saviours, in his eyes. The benchmark of whether or not he was doing okay.
They always pulled in different ways. That's what had gotten them separated to begin with, wasn't it?
He didn't linger long on those days anymore. Just long enough to wonder where he had set his own eyes through them all.
Guide me in your truth and teach me,he was ready to listen now,
for you are God my Savior,
He recalled water, the splash of waves, the excited chatter of Dinah when she spoke of her baptism, the sure look of Kai.
He had not been ready then.
Simeon closed his eyes.
and my hope is in you,the breeze played along his wild fur,
all day long.
Silence. And then, a voice.
Simeon blinked. John stood beside him, quiet and still, even in his searching. When had he come here? Bright eyes stung with a deep stirring in his heart at the look in John's own.
John,he said, and his tongue felt heavy. It had been so long - !
I -I'm fine. I'm good. I'm doing okay. He glanced away, ears askew.
I don't know. I... thought it would be easy, once everyone came back together, but,he paused, gazing over the land,
nothing's the same anymore.
RE: Still you give yourself away - John - June 06, 2024
The young man spoke, his eyes bright, and John’s smile reached for his eyes.
“I know, Simeon. I know. Yet you are alive, that is an answer to prayers.” He told the boy, oh how he had grown. “You are strong. Your mother would be proud.”
Simeon was right, though, in the fact that everything is different, no longer the same. And he thought of words to tell. “There is one thing that has not changed. That is God’s love. He has guided us, he guided me here, to you, the island.”
In his heart he hoped that Simeon would choose to return with him to Rivenwood. But, he was old enough to do what he wished, and to follow the path that the Father has set for him.
“Your brothers are here? Have they stayed? I encountered Judah, and Malakai. You all have grown, so much.”
RE: Still you give yourself away - Simeon - June 07, 2024
John had never stopped praying. John had never forgotten him. He didn't say so forthright, but his words implied it.
An answer to prayer.
Your mother would be proud.
Was she still around to see it? Why hadn't she come here herself? Maybe it was too much, to see this place again, like it seemed to be for Dinah. Maybe something worse. Tears stung his eyes at the thought of it. Was she still around to see it? He couldn't quite squeeze out the question.
He focused on God.
I know,Simeon said softly, and he remembered when Dinah had returned from the sea with dad, smiling, on her heels, and with trinkets and gifts and news of her new name: Dinah Marina. He remembered where he'd tucked the little piece of petrified wood she'd given him. Safe. Surrendered, on the night he'd descended into the Lion's Den after dad had died and Judah had disappeared.
No one but he knew what had happened down there. No one but he, and God.
I know He hasn't left me.Even when He was silent. Even when it felt like He took much more than He'd gave.
They're here. Dinah, too. And Grandma Towhee,but for how long? Distance had not mended the rift between Kai and Dee, and Simeon did not know if he could choose between either of them now, or if he even wanted to.
No. He knew that.
John,he had so many questions to ask him, so many queries, so much need for wisdom, guidance, direction, help. So much need for someone to lead him. His jaw set, trembled. Same old, same old, go running to the first ears to listen. John, now - but it couldn't be John. It couldn't be Malakai. Couldn't be Dinah. Couldn't be Judah, Gramma, or mom. Not first.
Can you...a long pause. The wind settled. Stillness. A gentle breath.
I want to be baptized,then, with more resolve,
I want you to baptize me.The thought of water crashing over his head, of fear, filling his lungs.
I need this. I need Him,his leg quivered,
I'm ready.
RE: Still you give yourself away - John - June 07, 2024
John saw the littler tears stinging Simeon’s eyes, and John felt it too.
He listen, to all that Simeon had to say. His grandmother Towhee, who John had only met once, and not even formally, and what really surprised him was to heard Dinah’s name. He nodded in acknowledgment of what Simeon had been saying. He thought of how happy Heda would be to know of her children alive and well. But, his eyes widened, and not just because of who had come here, but because of what Simeon had requested.
“I want you to baptize me.” Is what Simeon had asked. To be baptized is a special moment, and he remembered back when his father baptized him, with his mother there to help dry his fur. Tears had trickled to the corners of John ocean eyes, and his words were gentle, filled with honor as he said “Of course. It would be an honor. We shall prepare you, we will pray. Do not let the fear take you, for this is a rite, to dedicate yourself to our Father, to the Son.”
John motioned for Simeon to come, and they would seek out the shore on this golden morning for the Baptism of a God revering boy.
RE: Still you give yourself away - Simeon - June 08, 2024
To have mom and dad here. To have his siblings, too, as witnesses. But mom was far away - please not dead, please not dead! - and his siblings, so far in heart. He didn't know if Dinah kept the faith anymore. He didn't even know Judah at all. And if he only brought Kai -
John brought him back, gentle eyes and gentle voice, and Simeon nodded.
I want to pray for everyone, too,he said as he fell in step with the preacher who'd saved him, once. Now, he barely knew how he'd been small enough for the man to drag him from the sea.
For mom. Gramma. All of my siblings,Ava, Ana, Tzedeq, and Abel, too.
I am a little scared,a lot scared,
mostly just of the water. But maybe that's okay.Because there were many things he was scared of, weren't there? Of losing his family, of leaving his homeland, of turning away from this place he thought he'd call forever. Of starting again.
I don't want my fear to keep me from doing what He's asking me to do.
Maybe this fear wasn't a bad place to be.
Maybe in this moment, this tension in between, it was perfect.
RE: Still you give yourself away - John - June 09, 2024
What Simeon wanted, what he proposed to do, showed the Holy Spirit in his heart. Not that it hadn’t been there before, but it showed John those with pure hearts can withstand the waves, and even tsunamis, of life.
“We will do that, Simeon. Before your baptism, we will pray for the family. We must also pray for your mother, her faith I believe is waning. She needs God’s guidance once more.” His face wore a small smile now, a hint of sadness, yet compassion in his gaze.
As they neared the shore, with its lapping waves, Simeon had admitted that he was only a little scared, and John understood. “I too, was afraid. And that’s is okay. But you are strong, strong in faith as much as in body.”
And there they were, standing between sand and surf, the water was calm, the morning sun bright. John sat by the water’s edge, asking Simeon to sit beside him. There, they would pray, and John would place his paw on Simeon’s. Before John bowed his head, and closed his eyes, he asked “Would you like to start the prayer?”
RE: Still you give yourself away - Simeon - October 28, 2024
His throat tightened. His mother. She'd been his rock once, the one who had shown him the ways of God. Her voice still whispered psalms at night; he heard her in the recital of prayers. Though he sang hymns with his own tongue, her melodies were the ones that still led him.
Now her own faith, wavering.
He knew enough now to know there was nothing he could do to change that, and his heart reeled knowing the powerlessness of his own four paws.
The waves had crashed and broken; the sea had taken them all, in different ways -
But perhaps, it had only tried.
I will pray for her most,he said.
They stood on the edge of everything he knew: the sands, the shoreline, the sea. Briny waters lapped up to their toes, and it was there they stopped, a man and a boy - no, a man and a man - stilled in reverent repose.
Yeah,Simeon nodded,
yes, I - I would like that.
He fell quiet, but his thoughts drifted outwards, upwards. Faces passed through him, all those he had thought of in his wandering, all those he had already prayed for over and over again.
He breathed.
Father,he began, and the words poured out. A steady cadence, broken by pauses where he only breathed and thought of the simple words he'd spoken. For faith. Healing. Rest. For each one to know the love Simeon knew, though he'd hurt just as much as they had. For Dinah.
Malakai.
Judah.
Ava.
Ana.
Abel.
Tzedeq.
Everett.
John.
Mom. Be her light, be her vision, be her peace.
His throat clenched at the name he couldn't speak, but dad was already with Him, Simeon was sure, and he didn't need his prayers anymore. Once, he had doubted - but he knew now that grace still covered him even through the grave.
You are faithful. You've always been. And even if no one else follows,oh, please let them follow! Let them come back! Give them light - let them see, let them know, the world is cruel and unrelenting and unlike anything He ever wanted it to be - but He is good! A steady breath; He is good, and he leaned against John for the strength he offered and that reassurance he wasn't alone,
if no one else follows, I promise, I'll follow you still.
@John sorry for disappearing off the face of the earth!! Summer work got me busy! Are you good if we continue & finish this? We can be vague with the ending but I loved this thread and would love to give it a proper ending, if we can! <3
RE: Still you give yourself away - John - October 28, 2024
John smiled, a glowing smile that lit up his entire expression. This was a big moment, a boy growing up, to be a man, and growing in his faith. John almost felt fatherly, standing here with the grown boy, but he knew deep down, he could not replace their father. But, he would do his best to be that kind of figure, and also a steadfast disciple of God.
A silence fell, and John dipped his head, eyes closed. From the mouth of Simeon came a heartfelt prayer, with truth and love laced throughout. devotion to their Father, to the way of The Son. He prayed for his family, for John, and for his mother. And even though Caracal's name was not spoken, they both knew that he was with them in spirit, looking down from on high.
The young man's words moved John, they were an inspiration, an example of dedication to the One who gave them life, mortal, and one day eternal. And as John felt Simeon body lean against his own, his heart was touched, and he felt proud of the man Simeon had grown to be.
John's eyes were damp, at the end of the prayer, and with an "Amen", the prayer was concluded. "That was beautiful, Simeon. Not only am I proud of you, but I'm certain our Father and The Son is too."
"Come," He said, signaling that Simeon should follow him, "it is time." John stepped out into the shallows, but deep enough that Simeon could dunk his whole body. The water was chilly upon first touch, but a comfortable temperature once your body got used to it. He got in position, to guide Simeon into the water, and as he would dipped under the surface, John would state: "Simeon Gabriel Redhawk, I baptize you in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit."
Then, Simeon would emerge a new man, one who has made a promise, dedicating himself to the Father and the Son, and the Holy Ghost.
Sounds good. I love a happy ending. :)