Moonspear Zero gravity

So nobody was perfect. Nishu didn't really believe that for several reasons but that wasn't what suddenly bothered him. He realized that he's only been guessing what everyone was doing and always expect everyone to be doing their own thing. It appeared like that at the Sunspire or perhaps it was because he was completely focused on serving Rain as her Knight. The only wolf he really knows was Rain and after all this time being here she was still the only one he knows.

It made him question all his interactions with the other members. All he has really done was judge by appearances and said everything based on that. He underestimated everyone's abilities only because it was safer that way as long as they were allies. So Wildfire, Floki, Charon and the others were likely more experience than he expected. Again He's making mistakes but it was more than he could process. What was worse was the feeling of uselessness. It made it easy for him to believe that his place wasn't here in this pack, not even at Rain's side. The pack itself would be able to take care of her better than he ever could.

His feelings of anger and frustration were slowly breaking free but it wasn't enough to cause him to vent against Wildfire but enough to show that he was bothered by it. "Seems like you've already grown into it. Then that means you are already useful to the pack." She was actually doing better than him so there was nothing he could do to help her improve more. If he did help he would probably make it worse.

He decide to start leaving. He didn't want to show how he was feeling right now. He headed downwards. "Only use medicine if you really need it, but that's just an opinion of someone who doesn't know much about them." He said with a voice colder and darker than his usual proud confident tone. "You seem fine so I'll be going now."

Perhaps his job here was done long ago now that he lost his touch. But he still had the goal of showing the world here how great Knights are, which seems like some impossible dream now. If only there was something he could do to make everyone believe in Knights.