Redhawk Caldera Feel familiar, I'm never alone

"i so tired of being sad. crying. all the time. all time. every day. before bronco die. before reyes die. i miserable, twenty-four-seven. something wrong with me. i cannot be happy. cannot find it. cannot touch it."
she shivered in bridget's arms.
"remember ibis? i love her. we dance. she choose akavir. first wound. then she die before i know if she love me. second. wraen. third. i —" something was releasing in her chest. "rebelled with reyes. bronco loved me different. both gone now. i am only one here."