Hideaway Strath Up north’s getting cold soon
"Every saint has a past and every sinner has a future."
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He wants to scream when he feels her tense as he goes in for that physical touch he so desires. He wants to bash his head against a rock wall because he knows that part the reason as to why she tenses is due to him. The other half what had happened to her not too long back — something he took advantage of much too recently. He hates himself, he’ll continue to hate himself, yet he won’t change. How funny is that?

Yet, in this moment, he’s content as one like him can be. This is love. He thinks fleetingly. Not hate, or fear, or that horrid desire to kill. It’s something much more interesting blooming in his chest and spreading throughout his entire being. It buds room for softness though, something others and even Simmik can take advantage of. He’s not ready to be hurt again. Not like how Sasha hurt him. He’d go absolutely insane, killing anyone and anything in sight. 

He tries not to think of betrayal for once. It’s so hard, so ingrained in his brain. He tries to live in the now, enjoy the feel of Simmik pressed willing against him once more and the softness of her voice caressing his auds so beautifully — so sweetly, she’s suprised by his blatant display of affection and he has no other way to describe it when she asked what’s gotten him so giddy.

He pulls back to look at her, if allowed, his forehead almost resting against Simmik’s own. His eyes look longingly up to her and his dark ears press back softly. “I think I’m hopelessly in love, darling.” He says truthfully, raw emotion evident in his voice. “With you.” He ends passionately, confidence in every ounce of his being of what he feels with her. He’s smitten and it’s horribly obvious.
Messages In This Thread
Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 02, 2020, 04:37 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 02, 2020, 11:21 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 03, 2020, 12:21 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 03, 2020, 01:55 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 03, 2020, 06:27 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 04, 2020, 12:30 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 04, 2020, 05:41 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 05, 2020, 09:19 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 06, 2020, 09:35 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 06, 2020, 11:08 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 07, 2020, 12:34 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 07, 2020, 07:38 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 08, 2020, 04:36 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 10, 2020, 12:56 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 11, 2020, 03:31 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 14, 2020, 12:05 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 15, 2020, 06:57 PM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 16, 2020, 02:55 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 16, 2020, 03:25 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 16, 2020, 04:32 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 16, 2020, 04:51 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 16, 2020, 05:18 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 16, 2020, 05:33 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 16, 2020, 05:51 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 16, 2020, 06:12 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - December 17, 2020, 12:44 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - December 19, 2020, 04:11 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Simmik - January 07, 2021, 12:07 AM
RE: Up north’s getting cold soon - by Kynareth Deagon - January 09, 2021, 04:21 PM