Cassiopeia's View Grass is greener right?

He had closed his eyes to block out the stars,not wishing to see them feeling like their twinkling happy brightness was the god's way of mocking him. He had come to accept that there must be some sort of other power due to the fact that he had poisoned himself and fallen into the sea, just to be washed ashore and survive off of crustaceans he found along the sea shore. He was regretting coming back to Teekon now, it had been far too long for things to be how they were before. Cassi had to be grown and he wouldn't be surprised if she barely remembered him, Olive had to have moved on in life whether devoting herself fully to the pack and gods or finding another man.


It was rather funny how at times when he thought of her he could almost hear her voice calling to him. Like now, the memory was so strong he could smell her and hear her call out to him in her sweet tones. "Anthousai....Stop tormenting me." he said out loud. If he hadn't been so ill and weak it would have occured to him that he was rather close to the old pack and it was highly likely that the voice was actually hers and not a mocking memory.The familiar pain that had been gripping his stomach ever since he ate those berries came back, and he heaved a couple of times before becoming silent once more releasing a weary sigh.