Dawnlark Plains Don't You Leave Me Brokenhearted Tonight

Esaro never wanted to abandon anyone. There was a time where he thought it was the best choice but soon after that he realized that it didn't make things better but worse instead. Running away from it all didn't solve the problem or make it go away. His only choice if he didn't want to abandon everything was to try to make things right. Here and now with Grace he had that chance to make it right. It would be much easier if he knew how to do it. When she spoke he looked at her and could see the anger in her eyes. That's what he wanted except that wasn't really what he wanted.

He shook his head after she said she wasn't good enough. "No, it's me who isn't good enough, but I want to try to get better by doing the right thing. I don't want to run but I can't pretend I did nothing wrong to you and everyone else. I don't deserve to be happy right now." He said as he sat down, hinting that he wasn't going to try to run away. There were two things he wanted. He wanted Grace to be mad and make him atone for his mistake however that would not allow her to be happy. Which was the second thing he wanted. But if he tried to make her happy it would feel like he would turn his back towards all the suffering he caused.