Dawnlark Plains please tell me more about your doubt

she smiled softly at her brother's display, ears flickering towards him as he paused in his grooming. she sighed softly, knowing that she could not unload her sin on her brother, it was hers to carry alone, hers to keep. she could not risk revealing what aditya had done, not when she'd seen the pure hurt on alarian's face. 

"focus on the pack; not me. I'm worried for the pups and mothers, and we hunt but do not eat. when we're over this, then -" gaze moved to the corner of her eye to catch a glimpse of his muzzle. "keeping me company is enough already." she didn't bother to explain that she wasn't angry, couldn't be. but what she said was true enough; it was lonely at the top, especially without Aditya.