Broken Antler Fen All I did was fail today

a bit of a darker thread but AW for anyone who wants to thread with Ms.Batshit here

There was blood; on his fangs and hers, staining her white fur where he had ripped her flesh, between her hindquarters where he'd ripped her open from within. 

Rust fur, green eyes, brute strength that could force her to her knees. Satisfaction was what he wanted and that was what he sought by violating her. 

"You deserve this." 

The tiny voice's past words finally tore her from the nightmare. She was panting, sweat clinging to her skin as she whipped back and forth within the den in search of her rapist. He was, of course, nowhere to be seen.

Liri rose to her paws, rushing from the den as silently as possible for fear of waking her den mate with her panic. The last thing she wanted was for anyone to find out how much he had effected her. 

She wasn't sure how long she ran but Liri found herself somewhere within the territory, a small clearing surrounded by bare icy trees. Drawing to a halt; she panted and came to stop in the middle of the clearing. 

"Deserve it, deserve it, deserve it." Liri's ears twitched as if the voice were near her rather than within.

"Shut up," she hissed, giving her a head a violent shake. "You're not real." 

"Real, real, real." The tiny voice was practically cackling with glee at this point. 

"I made you up because I'm weak," Liri snarled, stomping as she paced; she continued to shake her head so hard it rattled and pounded against her temples.

"Wrong, wrong, wrong." 

"Shut the fuck up," Liri cried loudly, whirling on her paws and beginning to beat her head against one of the ice covered trees.

It wasn't hard enough to seriously hurt her but her forehead split after several bangs; crimson blood coated the ice and stained her fur.