Shadewood Just did a bad thing

A flicker of awareness inside her mind, a small nagging voice that said this was wrong. To offer herself to Cry in this way when his wife was with child, to do this when she had just gotten out of a relationship....it made her a sinner. Yet hadn't she always been a sinner? She had killed many, destroyed packs just to keep her own safe. Women, children..they had fallen victim to the effects of the war she had commanded. She had drowned her sorrows in poppy, numbing herself to the world around her. Hadn't she abandoned the plateau? Abandoned Liri who lay sick, abandoned Corvus who she was sure had loved her without a single word?

Yes she had always been a sinner, so what was so different about this? Why shouldn't she enjoy herself? Why not offer what she could give to the man who had given her power, a home, a family? She was his soldier, his platinum and she would do as he wanted, whatever that may be. Her breath caught in her throat as he stepped closer, circling like a predator about to deal the final blow to his prey. She wanted him, she wanted whatever he could offer her even if that was just a beating and his attention for this moment alone. 

Yet....this was not her. A bowing,sniveling woman in the throes of passion. She was Minori Matsuyo, General and Warlord. She was the one who caused fear, inspired hope in others, dealt out punishment for wrongdoings. She wanted to drive him mad with passion, she wanted him to take her like a beast, to share with her the dark, violent madman she had just gotten a glimpse of. She exhaled softly as his muzzle drew near and she turned her face, her nose touching his cheek and slowly caressing up toward his ear. "Yes Cry....I can't offer my heart...but everything else is yours. Let me be the pawn to your greatness" she whispered this against his ear and pulled her lips back to gently nibble at the velveteen flesh of the aud "For as long as you need me" she said in a breathy tone, wondering if she would be punished for her forwardness.