Big Salmon Lake Endless phone calls and dreaming about you

Fennec made a noise of annoyed affirmation in her throat, but didn't say anything for a moment. Why should she? It wasn't like any of it mattered. No one could fix any of this, and it wasn't like she didn't bring all of this shit on herself. It was just.... why the fuck didn't anyone bother to stop a moment and consider what she might be going through?

I'm over trying to be something I'm not. And it turns out, no one really cared that I tried anyway. So it was all for fucking nothing in the end. Fennec replied, absolutely nonsensically. She wasn't about to get into the details of it though. It was all raw. Why bother? Only reason they'd even care if I bolted is because of Killdeer.

A part of her knew that was bullshit, but lately, it felt more true than normal. Maybe it was her own fucking fault but - was it her fault everyone else had so much fucked shit in their lives? Was it her fault that she dealt with her own shit herself? No. It was admirable, and you know what? She deserved better than their judgment for it. She was a fantastic mom, she'd been a fucking fantastic Regent, and they should have recognized that.