Swiftcurrent Creek No one Dared, Disturb the sound of silence

How is she? Moss, I mean, though Moss was not someone she'd met just yet, she'd heard word of the trial and the nightmare that it was. I'm sorry I wasn't there. At the trial. Wish I'd have come here, like, a few days earlier, and maybe I could'a helped. 
There's silence, for a good moment, and then; No, honestly, she barks out a laugh. I... ugh. I'm telling you this because I trust you, there's hesitation, but she continues. there's this really nice guy I met a few months back. His name's Marcus. Super sweet, y'know? And I... talked to him again, while I was gone. But he's-- I don't know if I can commit to him. I don't know if I really want him. I don't know if I deserve him. Or maybe I'm just doubting myself because-- ugh, I'onno. You didn't ask for fuckin', uh, girl drama.