Moonsong Glacier And we won't let it in

When she left Moonspear, she spent her entire journey trying to figure out how she felt- measuring if she felt any differently physically, and finding that there was little change. She didn't feel more mature or wise, though she did feel as though if the situation should present itself again, that she might at least have some experience that might better her own performance. It was a relief, she thought, to have completed her Rite; now she held the knowledge shared by women and wives. 

The red had begun to fade from her legs, with her paws having nearly returned to their previous shade of beige almost completely. She wondered if she should cleanse the colouring from her feet- but felt that perhaps there was no shame in simply allowing the colour to fade on its own; it was something that others might see, and know. 

She arrived at Moonsong Glacier with a light breeze at her back, noting that the borders smelled differently. She did not dare to cross them- as she had not yet aligned herself with one Moonpack yet, and had remained a drifter for some time whilst she deliberated. She called for @Dutch, as her decision weighed heavily upon her soul. 

She could only hope he would come to understand why she had made the choice she had.