Blacktail Deer Plateau My shadow falls against the wall

Osprey sometimes was a being that let emotions take over and quite often she had said a lot of things that she had regretted later. The balance of keeping things good with other people, even those, who were your friends, was very fragile. You always had to watch, how far you could go, how much you could say, and keep that friendship alive and well at the same time. Learning to collect oneself in moments of stress and agitation, especially anger was a life-long skill. Therefore she doubted that any of the leaders would hold it against Saena for calling them "pushovers", because... in  way they were and she was right. On the other hand there was the girl's youth speaking.

Weeks ago she had been sure that she would want to be an alpha of the plateau. Now - as she replied - her voice lacked that confidence. She was in doubt. Whether it was Osprey's fault (for being reckless and not really trying to live up to girl's expectation of, what this adult had to be) or a because of a lot of other things too. "Well... that opens doors to a lot of opportunities," she said, trying to find the most neutral way and not sound like a preaching know-it-all. "What makes you doubt?"