Blackfeather Woods Jailhouse Tango

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Burke let out a grunt. Meldresi being the mother that she was scolding him for his hateful behavior. "I think i have the feeling who his mother was," Burke returned. There was only one female in that pack who was completely loyal to him, who saw what horrible things Burke's brother would do. The masked male grumpily let out a snort. Surely she had grown bitter when he left and turned that bitterness on her son. Burke grew quiet to listen to Meldresi's story. He knew he was a dark brother now, and also one that had close to being on the edge of death. The point was. Burke didn't want to make a mend. He just wanted to be left alone.

"But you don't understand. It isn't that I didn't want him to be my son or didn't want any offspring. I wanted to. Which was why I got some of the females knocked up in the first place. But I was young and I thought being the alpha was most important. Young and Reckless we knocked up every female in our pack. Once those little ones were popping their heads out of their mother's den. I realized that we had a lot of mouths to feed. The point being that my bother Darius was not the provider and caretaker he thought he would be. He was vile and arrogant. He only wanted to be alpha so he could order me around. I couldn't let those pups stave."

"I deserved to be the alpha. They listen to me. I provided the meals, I protected the borders. I was their counselor and their caretaker. I ran my paws from under my body to give them a good life to then come home to my brother Darius lounging around, fucking one of them or telling me what to do. Every time I went away he thought he was the alpha. He was not. I had to spar him on top of being mentally and physically exhaust. Of course he won many spars because I was tired of that day and it is also why I got my many scars. I didn't had the damn time to even socialize with the pups we created. I wanted to give them a life, a future. But one day I couldn't go on anymore. A switch in my head flipped. Why did I care so much? I realize I didn't. I did not even know the names of the pups. Especially not the ones that were born a year later and the year after that. I couldn't even participate. I don't even wanted to know them for the sole reason they would be of my brother's blood. I don't want anything to do with them."

Burke knew he had to calm down with his anger. "I am not going to be judged by the one that calls out to be my son, because I didn't have time for him. Thanks to me that little rat is still alive," Burke let out. "I don't see why we have to start socializing now. He grew up under Darius command. I don't want to have anything to do with my past or anyone related to my brother." The reason of that was because Darius was the only one to ever break Burke. It might also be the reason why he worked so hard. It was natural for him. "I learned from my mistake and that kid was one of them. I don't need to be reminded or that. I'm going a fine job here in this pack and with your children. If he hates me so much then why look for me. I'm not going to be insulted."

Burke let out a soft growl and then placed his head back against Meldresi. His smooth talking didn't work. "Then I demand more visits," he spoke. He just realized how much they both shared about their past.