Nova Peak The fear it manifests

Keiran strode from his spot, where he had been sleeping, and he walked about. The blood slowly began to circulate back in his veins. He kept a wary eye on everything around him. Since he had found out that Bazi was expecting, he had been a little more territorial, a little more feral. He had to protect those babes when their dad was unavailable, they were their future. He sniffed once or twice and continued on.

As he traversed the borders, his mind churned and he thought of the current affections he was experiencing and honestly. It scared him half to death, while filling him with such guilt it was almost crippling. He wasn't sure if he could get over this, if he could move on, no matter how dearly he wanted too. He also needed to get his head out of his arse and quick, or his chance was going to be gone.

However, how did you change something without speaking of something that you had swore you never would. It wasn't as if it was that easy? And wouldn't it be better if he didn't try, wouldn't she be better off with out him. He had proven years before, that he was not a good man to have. He got you killed, Kieran sighed and stood still for a moment, his head bowed and eyes closed. He couldn't make himself move, and he didn't know what to do. So he stood still thinking.