Redhawk Caldera Feel the mercury rising

Sebastian stopped in his tracks when the alpha asked what was wrong. He really wanted to walk away and just not face his problems. It wasn't just that his crush died. It was someone else that left him. He was making friends here and the male just started to wonder how long he would get to see his friends. It had happened before in his former pack. His dad, who he had looked up to so much hoping that he would talk to him one day, just left. He felt abandoned even though his mother was caring, and then after a short while thanks to cruel faith she had to die too, leaving him with his horrible uncle.

This uncle was a terrible leader he was his siblings and half-siblings die in groups almost. And even now, when he escaped from that life he felt like a curse was following him. Ever since he joined there had been nothing but trouble for the Caldera. Maybe that was what hurt him so deeply, the shame of being such a bad omen for the pack and the gut wrenching feeling that he was doomed to be abandoned. Not loved by anyone. It was so easy to just believe in some made up curse. Sebastian just sagged to the ground, his head between his out stretched front paws. "I don't feel like talking about it," he spoke on a monotone like voice. Mainly because he was also very insecure about this topic. "I don't want to ruin your good mood," he then added, still trying to be so nice to others.