Tell me what you see

Got a little carried away

Bindi had mixed emotions flowing through her, some good, some bad, and others made her want to kill something. She felt hurt that Riassa was Alpha now. Her and Fitz had a plan and he just went and totally ruined it, but how could she blame him? Riassa was his mate and the mother of his children and Bindi was a fool to ever think that he could actually care for her in that kind of way. She should have listened to her brain rather than her heart. Her brain is a lot smarter.

However she had no one but herself to blame for losing the Beta position. She had felt disappointed for failing to do her Beta duties, but she no longer felt this way. He had Riassa now and didn't need her. In fact there were two things that kept Bindi from leaving Silvertip and their names where June and Mason. The pack had few members at the moment and she would not leave these pups with the possibility of their pack falling apart. No, she would stay for them and only them. She was determined to be a part of their lives, and would protect them from the darkness that had consumed her life.

When Fitz smiled she forced a smile in return and turned to look at Chaska. When Fitz instructed them to look at the clouds, Bindi sighed but did as told. Unlike Chaska, Bindi could clearly see what was in the sky. She saw broken clouds that ever so often covered the sun. It was exactly what she was feeling on the inside. Broken in a million pieces, and those pieces would cover the light in her. They would cover the good until the darkness came out.

"I see myself" she spoke and swallowed right after to sooth her throat. While she spoke she didn't look down, but instead continued to watch the clouds. Everyone seemed to forget that when a cloud got to heavy it turned gray and it rained.  Execpt unlike the clouds Bindi didn't cry and let the weight go, but instead just took it with her.