Blackfeather Woods Ghost of Blackfeather Woods, There and Back Again

:D I did obtain part of the title from LOR. Can't go wrong with a hobbit's tale!

He had been keeping to himself since the attack on Potema. Grim wanted to make sure that he would do no more harm to the pack. He was unable to control himself. It was something he had to work on. He was afraid of himself. Of what he could do. He was afraid to lose his love. His home. He was changed, but the darkness still flickered in and out of his thoughts. He hadn't lost that part of himself completely yet. Though he wasn't sure that he ever would.

Grim was looking for @Lusa now. Large paws padded over spongy green grass dappled by sunlight that had found it's way through gaps in the tree branches above. He snarled at the pools of light when he passed them. It was the light inside himself that had brought about his feelings of fear. He hated the feeling. Hated the light. Before he would not have cared if he was banished from Blackfeather Woods or not.  He would have enjoyed killing a few of the wolves here and then left himself. He had no fear. But now he is bound to this place.  He had to be grateful to the good in himself as well though for without it he would not have his little killer. He would not have known love. 

He thinks of her as he searches for her. How beautiful she is. How perfect she is. He loves the silvery spots on her coat, the scars on her rump. He will kiss each one when he sees her. Curiosity wants him to ask of how she obtained those scars as well. He guesses that she has been in many fights. Grim laughs a little. Lusa is a feisty one. He can believe that she even started most of the fights she's been in. It makes him smile. He feels a bit sad that he has not seen her since their last mating. He wishes more for her. She is special to him. He will do anything for her and above all he wants to make her happy. A frown pulls at the corner of his maw. Has she been happy even though he has been gone? He scowls at himself. How stupid could he be to have left her alone for so long. But it was for her safety as well. She had been attacked by Ohen for being suspected of Potema's attack. She had protected him. Grim's stride picks up, bouncing into a trot. He will stick to her side now. Make sure that she is happy.