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Raven did not look that convinced, although Pantaleimon imagined she had to be worried about Wildfire as well as confused about this whole ordeal. Pan smiled awkwardly while she told Raven: "Want to know my secret?" She didn't really think it would do much to calm Raven's spirits -- hoped it would offer some distraction, perhaps -- and maybe part of her secret-sharing came from more selfish origins than Pan wanted to believe. She just really wanted to tell someone. "When I was young, uhm... I always felt like I was more of a girl, until I found out that I was actually a boy. A lot of the time, I still k-kinda feel like I should've been a girl." As soon as she had shared it, Pan felt kind of dumb; not only did Raven have very difficult things to occupy her mind with, would she even understood what Pan was trying to tell her? Pan added hastily, "But it's a secret, no one knows that I wish I was a girl." While she didn't literally ask Raven not to tell on her, Pantaleimon hoped that her intent was clear, that she didn't want her to tell anyone. Especially not Perry.

The subject had been changed from the one Raven did not want to discuss any more, but now it was Pan's turn to turn away from hers. After a moment of silence, she suggested: "Let's splash some more." And awkwardly put one of her front paws down into the water to create a tiny splash.