July 08, 2015, 11:18 AM
@Wynter
It's clear that no matter which she choices there is no telling what will happen. Which was the best choice? The path she was walking was clearly forked. There are too many things that she wanted but there was also the duty she was born with. The path she would choose meant abandoning something forever. No matter which path there was always something that would be abandoned. At any rate Lacinia decided that a home wasn't something she needed right now. She did want to settle but she was incomplete and unsatisfied.
Having hopes of a home did keep her inner conflicts in check but that didn't last long. It was just too early to settle within Redtail Rise. Her inner conflicts made her hesitate about everything. She didn't know what she wanted, She didn't know what she wanted to do. What was her purpose of living?
The solution didn't seem to be within Redtail Rise so she needs leave. She needed to find her true purpose within this world. Then hopefully later she'll be rewarded with something that would allow her to have a bit of fun. Torturing others was fun but she didn't have the power to surpress the victims.
Something had to be done. She needed to seek it out for herself. For now she turned a final eye towards the Rise. She counted on leaving without saying goodbye. It's not like they would argee with her actions if she told them. Still she hesitated bit. If she left she would likely not be welcomed anymore. She would have to be a loner again for a while. It wasn't hard but it would be too much alone time with her thoughts, Hopefully she won't go insane.
It's clear that no matter which she choices there is no telling what will happen. Which was the best choice? The path she was walking was clearly forked. There are too many things that she wanted but there was also the duty she was born with. The path she would choose meant abandoning something forever. No matter which path there was always something that would be abandoned. At any rate Lacinia decided that a home wasn't something she needed right now. She did want to settle but she was incomplete and unsatisfied.
Having hopes of a home did keep her inner conflicts in check but that didn't last long. It was just too early to settle within Redtail Rise. Her inner conflicts made her hesitate about everything. She didn't know what she wanted, She didn't know what she wanted to do. What was her purpose of living?
The solution didn't seem to be within Redtail Rise so she needs leave. She needed to find her true purpose within this world. Then hopefully later she'll be rewarded with something that would allow her to have a bit of fun. Torturing others was fun but she didn't have the power to surpress the victims.
Something had to be done. She needed to seek it out for herself. For now she turned a final eye towards the Rise. She counted on leaving without saying goodbye. It's not like they would argee with her actions if she told them. Still she hesitated bit. If she left she would likely not be welcomed anymore. She would have to be a loner again for a while. It wasn't hard but it would be too much alone time with her thoughts, Hopefully she won't go insane.
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Walk along the forked path - by Lacinia - July 08, 2015, 11:18 AM
RE: Walk along the forked path - by Wynter Wolf - July 08, 2015, 11:28 AM
RE: Walk along the forked path - by Lacinia - July 08, 2015, 12:26 PM
RE: Walk along the forked path - by Wynter Wolf - July 14, 2015, 04:39 AM
RE: Walk along the forked path - by Lacinia - July 19, 2015, 11:36 AM
RE: Walk along the forked path - by Wynter Wolf - July 20, 2015, 10:45 AM
RE: Walk along the forked path - by Lacinia - July 20, 2015, 12:53 PM
RE: Walk along the forked path - by Wynter Wolf - July 22, 2015, 06:17 PM
RE: Walk along the forked path - by Lacinia - July 25, 2015, 02:23 PM
RE: Walk along the forked path - by Wynter Wolf - August 09, 2015, 07:38 AM