Dawnlark Plains loyalties

@Saena :D

Pan was over the moon with the officialisation with her relationship status with Peregrine. At the same time, she felt a little tense over it all: she hadn't yet confessed her gender confusion to Perry, like she had to Reek, and she still wished that she could have Perry all to herself. Besides, what would Fox say if she found out that Pan didn't actually feel like she was a guy? Perry's additional lovers were limited to males, Pan was pretty sure. And what if Perry decided to take on another lover? It was hard enough as it was sharing him with Fox.

Still, it was better than nothing, and Pantaleimon felt happier than ever before.

After what happened to Sebastian, Pan hadn't really intended to actually return to Redtail Rise anytime soon. She hoped Reek'd visit her and had waited and listened for his howl in nearby territories, but it hadn't come so far. He'd been there when Sebastian had been hurt, and Pan's heart worried for a visit... But she really wanted to tell Reek. And somehow, her paws started to carry her further and further from Redhawk Caldera and in the direction of Redtail Rise, of Reek, because he was the only one who actually knew her -- who knew what she was.

When Pan reached Dawnlark Plains near sunset, she started to fidget. She watched the Rise in the distance and felt her heart throb in her chest at the knowledge it wouldn't be smart to go up to its borders. She wondered if she was close enough for Reek to hear her. Suddenly, Pan started to doubt if she really should call for him, or if it was better to turn tail and leave. Peregrine's comfortable scent -- as well as that of the whole family, as Pan stayed with them at the rendezvous site now -- was still on her, near her, and Pan suddenly ached to lay by his side and sleep by his side. Pan, about halfway through Dawnlark Plains, looked over her shoulder and fidgetted a little in place while she tried to decide whether to try and find Reek or go home to her lover.