Shadowwyn Moor if i had to think twice

He could have held on to the moment forever – simply holding the lissome girl in his embrace, and allowing the stress of his failing mateship drift to a life of the past. But prolonging it would do neither any good, and if she came back with him now.. he wasn’t even sure what he could possibly say to her to make any of this seem like an act of fate.
 
Because the truth of the matter was that he was a married man, who was supposed to be devoted to the woman he had swore himself to.. and the silver siren before him was not her.
 
He drifted back now, his muzzle nudging her gingerly to pull her from the moment, and his eyes attempted to seek her out. If he spoke now, that the five children were his – four with his very alive and very real mate, and the other adopted in to their family.. it would have been the best thing for both of them.
 
But he was at a loss for words, and instead, the dark agouti wolf gave a small smile. “I should get back to training those future little assassins,” he rumbled, his gaze searching her. She wouldn’t even fit in their lifestyle – she seemed far too gentle to be a fighter. A warrior. “It was a pleasure meeting you, Quill.”