Colossus (Joining thread!)

Gaiban stood stock still. He didn't want to give his name still, as somebody in the pack might remember him, and blow his secrecy. The large white wolf spoke out, absolutely no emotion on his face.
"I'd like to join." Gaiban was no longer the little white wolf the spine had once known. In fact, he wasn't even Gaiban anymore. 

He had a weird denial method to avoid the confrontation his mind would give him. The hulking wolf had disconnected from everything, and had so many mental locks, his head almost felt physically heavier. Among that, he had missed a crucial period in his development. He was almost mute by the time he made it to the spire. So going under a new name, and trying to build himself back was the only viable method in his eyes.