Moonspear Ah, decisions

Much to Dash's dismay, Charon didn't say anything, instead simply glancing at Amekaze. He frowned. He had hoped Charon would support him, even hoped Amekaze would. She seemed more open to what he was saying, but Dash got the impression Charon may have just been confused by it. He was disheartened by his leader's silent response, his mind in turmoil as he struggled with needing to do what was best for himself, but no wanting his Alphas to be disappointed in him.

Amekaze spoke up, granting his request for a demotion, though not without question. She admitted she didn't understand, and asked if it was being above so many, or any at all. Dash thought a moment before answering, needing to make sure he gave the right answer to reflect his feelings. I think it's so many... I went from being a lone wolf for several years, to being the founding member of a pack. I find contributing to the pack easy... But the social aspect is still very difficult for me. It's so... different. I've never been in a position that others looked up to, and I'm just not... confident that I can lead them in a way that would be becoming of the pack. Not just yet, anyways, he said. He frowned then. I am sorry if I've disappointed you, he confessed honestly. It wasn't his intent. He just needed a little more work with socializing before he took on more responsibility other than making sure the pack was fed and protected.