Phoenix Maplewood tongue-clicking

What did she mean most don't? Normally everyone should not want to die? Doesn't everyone want to live? He could have asked more on the subject but Shreya managed to bring him to reason why he came here in the first place. She wanted to do a trade, food for a lesson. He looked at the deer leg he brought, he guess that there would be enough to share. He picked it up and brought it to the old wolf. Esaro would have accepted to give her something without doing any kind of trade, but here he didn't really think about it. Right now he was trying to figure out what really interested him. He thought about Laika, he really did want to be useful to her.

"Well, all I've been doing is trying to learn everything so I could become more useful for everyone. I want to prove to Reek and Tavi that I'm able bring something to the pack. I tried my best but I've only made things worse for them." He said, listing what he wanted as well as what has been going on with him. "I want to be able to make everyone better and happy. But I'm just as clueless to doing that as everything else. I want to learn how to do everything for everyone, you know, to make them happy and so that they would trust me." He said hinting that he was trying everything while knowing he may never be good at it. His talents did not shine where he wanted them to.