The Sentinels whiskey kisses

friends. friends. friends. Cas felt his blood ran cold, realized that he had lost not only Behati, but Aria. he pulled away from her, moving a few paces away. friends. without the promise of her warmth he did not know if he could remain with her. Cas couldn't fake what he didn't feel -- he had never been able to do that. 

"i think i need to leave donnelaith," he blurted suddenly, turning to face Aria again. he wanted her to do something! show something! besides this calm and cool new demeanour. he felt nothing from her, when he himself was so tortured.