Sunbeam Lair Coming Back

When the female left, she never really thought about how it would affect the others of the pack. That was a big wrongdoing on her part. Winter listened and with every word that came out of the Alpha's mouth, she became more and more sad and disappointed in herself.
"I didn't think of that when I left. I didn't know anybody that well. As in, I haven't spent a great amount of time with everybody. I did think about that only a little while after I left." She admitted her eyes never leaving the ground. "No, this isn't my home when I find it most convenient. Every night, I missed being with the pack. I found no place that gave me the happiness that this place does. That the pack does." She spoke from her heart. Then the she wolf took a breath in before continuing. "You have no reason to let me back in. I did many wrong things. Never telling anyone I was leaving, leaving without your permission, and being gone for so long. I understand if you don't trust me anymore." At first she was hesitant, scared of the answer after saying these things, but she knew that it must be said. The female looked up to the dark pelted female looking for any hint of an answer.