Broken Antler Fen Thinking out loud.

Sebastian turned his head when he heard Pearl's voice. He smiled faintly as she climbed on the rock. She was far smaller than him so they had no trouble to fit together on the rock. The grey male nudged her back, only softly, because he would not want to unbalance her. His pale eyes settling on her for a moment before turning his head and looking over the horizon. She always knew when there was something wrong with him. A soft sigh left him. "Well, quite a lot of things," he admitted to the female and dropped his ears a bit.

"I talked to Fallen. She confessed that she liked me more than just.. friends. And well, yeah. It was not really that fun, because I had to tell her that I don't feel that way. After all my focus has been on this pack and getting over Haven... as you know. But... she said something curious. She said that she was at least one of the braver females because the others wouldn't tell about their feelings. I've been blind towards her advantages... but what if I have been blind to others too? If I reject them would that mean they would leave me? Then I wouldn't have a pack left. I don't want to lose my pack, I just started...," he let out with one big gulp.

He let out a soft sigh, with an awkward chuckle followed by it. "Life is weird. I left RHC to find a mate, and now apparently there is more than one female wanting me. It is so weird to think that they would want me," he admitted, clearly also blind to his own handsomeness and sensitivity. "I don't know anything about heats, well of course the basics, but not the physiology behind it? Like Fallen confessed her 'love' to me, and spoke about others. But how much of that love is real if she is in heat?," he spoke, mostly thinking out loud. He knew he could tell Pearl all of this, mostly because she could probably give him at least some insight. Now everything was settling down Sebastian was starting to open up a bit more to having a mate again. Though with all these females apparently wanting him he was not sure if choosing any of them would be a smart choice.