Broken Antler Fen Thinking out loud.

Sebastian sat next to her, looking over these lands, most of what he was looking at was not considered theirs, seeing that he was looking over the borders. But what was laying behind them was perfect to raise a family, at least Sebastian thought so. He looked to the side at Pearl and smiled when she confirmed it was also great from a female perspective. For a moment he thought about her as his mate. She was always there for him, even following him without hesitation. She also knew him well. He was taken from his thought when the female joked about him being king. Going along with her joke he puffed out his chest and raised his muzzle in the air. He let out a playful howl. Just a short one.

He grinned and slowly started to nod as he could only agree with her. "He made the same mistake as I did, seeing females as like another creature," he spoke, joking lightly, though the male most definitely had, living with females he realized they were wolves just like him, not any different, having the same needs. "I'm glad I did, I would otherwise keep wondering about him," he spoke. A soft sigh came from his lips. "We would settle the north of your pack, at the beach. One day she went away without saying anything. Aduin and I looked for days, as you know, before giving up on that search and going our own way. Later she returned to me having some sob story about how she sprained her paw and couldn't return home with all the snow. Though, if she had been around the area we wanted to settle she would have heard our howls, we searched for days in every direction. She was foolish enough to wander too far. I pointed this out to her and my suspicions were confirmed that she was not ready to settle. She is an explorer and if she would be with me she would have been chained. She was younger than me, so I guess that is reasonable. I didn't want to settle down like that when I was 1,5 years old," he spoke.

"So, that just means it didn't really work out between us. She wanted me back but I told her I did not want her back yet. She would need to explore and do her things first. She said she would be in this area but I haven't seen her around. So I guess that means she actually took my advise. If she will return I would not know yet I did tell her that I would not wait around for her to show up again," he explained to Pearl. "I was sad in the beginning, but now, having this pack and members to care for my need for a mate was a bit of a second priority. Although, now everything is somewhat calming down I still kind of miss someone at my side. Maybe if I had a mate this whole thing with females and their heats would have been all avoided or something," he spoke with a light shrug. "I guess I did learn to restrain myself," he then tried to job a bit.