Firefly Ravine Getting Off On The Right Paws

Blinking back tears, Rain's pride was hurt as well as her feelings. She only wanted to help but only received abuse from the alpha. 
Stopping in her tracks, she gently pushed the bowl to the edge of the stream and violently kicked into the river.  Rain hardly ever got rattled, if ever, but this situation was so unfair she couldn't help but feel emotional. 
Keeping her distance, she quietly choked out a sob, sniffling as a few tears slid down her auburn fur. 
'When I came to this pack, I was told that this was a sanctuary for all wolves, canines who had a troubled past or were shunned by others. That's your philosophy, that's what this pack was supposed to be! '

Tears were now spurting out her odd eyes, the odd whine escaping her, but it was from the unfairness of it all. All she wanted was to be accepted, to be seen as equal to others. Was this so much to ask? 
Rain then did something she'd never done before, she stood up for herself.
'I can't help being alive, I just happened. I didn't to be made!'
'IT'S NOT FAIR!'
She then turned to walk away proudly, but her body didn't allow that. She misjudged her walk cycle and ended up walking towards the stream instead, slipping on one of the mossy rocks and thumping into the cold water. All her joints were throbbing, and she could feel her carpal pad bleeding from the slip. It was mortifying, she wanted to go out in pride but a fool of herself like always, she was a failure, an accident. 

A strong howl escaped her lips at she sobbed in the freezing water, she was in pain, both physical and emotional, she tried to claw her way back up onto the embankment, she couldn't grasp properly and thumped her head on the rock below her. Any other wolf would easily hop out of the low stream but Rain was not like others, already having problems with co-ordination ,her emotions and the spinning in her head didn't help either. 

Not even attempting to try again, she leant against the rock, cold water rushing around her, chilling her bones. She stared at Sen, eyes pleading. All she wanted was to go back to  her den and cosy up with some fish, but her weak body wouldn't let her pounce out. when she was younger, her mother would always help her out and stabilise her. Although it was in vain, she sobbed more and choked out a sentence,. 
'Please. Can, yo- you, help me... up? '




OCC: 
Congratulations you made the derp cry.  How'd you feel? 
Awful? GOOD. XD