Heron Lake Plateau when you told me i didn't give you enough

Suddenly a thought rolled into her head, and she shook her head slowly, lowering it slightly. Had she discussed this with Floki before? She couldn't remember-- she certainly wasn't sure of his rank, and it seemed he wasn't fully aware of hers. Telling him probably wouldn't help him see her side more-- if anything it'd be a bigger reason for her to go back. She swallowed, rolling her shoulders and dipping her head once to each side. 

"I'd love to meet your alphas..." she begins slowly, "but-- you don't understand... I am... actually... a co-alpha, of Donnelaith," she tells him, her voice growing softer each word. "This was a decision I made-- I failed... I can't show them, they won't accept me," her head shakes again, and her figiting forces her to sit back down. "I'm so young-- if I come back with a failed mission it'll only prove that I wasn't ready."