Silver Creek i told her that i loved her, was not sure if she heard

whatever Aria had come for, Cas wasn't expecting this, not in a thousand years. he was numb to Aria's touch -- he stared beyond her shoulder as her words reverberated over and over again in his head. 

he wanted to run.
he wanted to cry.
he wanted to scream, and break things, and shout at Aria for making him deal with the utter magnitude of the fact he would never see his dad again; he wanted to blame her for it; he wanted to blame someone for it. 

tears welled in his eyes as his body shook with anger; he glared at the ground, trembling, until he dissolved into a single sob. Casmir Mayfair lifted his head to look at Aria, his voice surprisingly steady despite the twisted expression he wore. "Thank you for telling me. I'll be home to visit as soon as I can."

if he had been sure that she would allow it, Casmir would have stepped forward to embrace her, to comfort her. the girl had loved Lasher too, after all. they all had.