The Sentinels why are you saying no

"What??" She practically screeched, her teeth bared. "Why the fuck... You know what? Fine. You want to know why she's gone, Casmir?" She snarls, stepping towards him. Maybe he wasn't about a fight, but she couldn't keep yelling at him from far away. She wanted his ears to bleed from her yells. She wanted him to know she meant what she was saying. 

"Because I have no one. This whole fucking pack is filled with Mayfairs and, don't get me wrong, you're all wonderful, but I have no one." Her pupils are dilated to tiny slits, her white eyes blazing. "Deirdre already wants to lead, to take my spot, and you know what? It's rightfully hers. But how the fuck am I supposed to be any sort of leader with any sort of authority if I let everyone walk all over me?" She asks, her shoulders bristling. "Maybe I am a selfish bitch, and maybe I'll never be half the leader your father was, but I'm fucking trying. It's not my fault he left me with no one," she growls.

"go find her then, Cas."