The Sentinels A long journey

Winchester winced as Cas let out his anger. He couldn't blame him. If he was Cas, he would have done it the same way. "I'm sorry Cas!" he yelled back "I thought I was doing the right thing." Winchester cringed as he used the same excuse again. He thought it was all he had going for him right now, all that would convince Cas that he did care, and that he was sorry. "I thought it would protect all of us. Damn, I sound like an idiot, but I did. I would never try to hurt you."

Winchester answered Cas's question about how he came here "Of course I wasn't looking for you" he scoffed, "I thought you were dead, remember? And I don't know if I look it, but I'm feeling half-dead now. I smelled other wolves. It was just by chance that you were here." Winchester felt like crap. Emotionally and physically, but he wasn't about to let Cas know the emotional part.