Moonspear What Have I Done?

He continued to sob heavily, his entire body shuddering and jerking. Words spilled from his mouth, an obvious attempt at trying to remain calm seemed to be failing. She listened intently. A wounded wolf, he wanted to help her, to use what little she herself had taught him, perhaps? She remembered her idea for trying to earn him some redemption, that he could help and save wolves. Her heart sank in her chest a little further.

He spoke further, mentioning something about a voice inside that took over. Her brow furrowed, thinking he was speaking nonsense now. She wondered if he'd sampled some herbs that weren't good, if his mind was running with him. "Judas...are you alright? You aren't making sense. A voice? Did you eat something bad, Judas? Herbs or meat?" Her mind was spinning now with what herbs would make him vomit, to make whatever was making his mind wild go away.

Judas jerked away from her then, his eyes were full of fear and his face was wet from his sobbing. She stared at him, shocked and confused. He was shaking, his eyes began to dart. Surely he had ingested something foul, something to make him react like this. Had he halucinated this wolf he'd hurt? If he was hearing voices, perhaps he had.

She shook her head, laughed a little in surprise. "Hurt me? Judas, let me get you something to get whatever it is out of your system. Your mind is playing tricks, that's all. You won't hurt me, because I'm just me. I'm not going to hurt you, you know this." She wanted to leave then and now to get something to make him puke, but was too afraid to leave him like he was.