Moonspear What Have I Done?

"No!" He wanted to make her understand. It was no herb, although he wished it was. This thing in his head, he had an understanding of what it was. A figment of his own imagination. one that no matter what he did, it would never leave him be. It could be silenced. But not forever. It is what was left of his past self. The temptation, the evil he had within. His inner demon. "It is me!" 

He sobbed some more before trying to recollect himself. But the fear was still present in him. "The voice, i-it is me...It hurt Mitanni. Drove everyone from me..." He glanced up at Pyx. She was much braver than he ever thought. He wished it was tricks. He wished it was something he could control. "You are the only friend I have here. I can't lose you."