Moonspear What Have I Done?

His voice raised, shouting at her. He didn't want her to leave to get the herb? She stilled her feet, brows raising to question him silently. He was talking complete nonsense now. What was him? This voice? Of course he heard his own voice in his head, that's what thinking was. He continued to sob, and her gaze softened. Whatever was going on here, herb or not, he was truly upset about it. She tried to be more understanding and though her instincts urged her to rush off for the herb before it was too late, she lingered for him.

He spoke about Mitanni now, and she listened intently. He'd told her that he was the one to hurt Mitanni. They'd grown too close and he'd been fearful. He'd lashed out at her. She knew this story. She still thought that he was high or poisoned, that he was somehow blabbering as he half remembered the event with Mitanni. Was it Mitanni he'd tried to help? Had she been injured when he attacked her? "I know that Judas. You told me that, remember? You told me you attacked Mitanni. We've talked this over. Don't you remember what we talked about?" 

Pyx knew little of mental illness. She knew that wolves could become depressed, or that they could be crazy. She had no experience with voices, nor split personalities, or anything remotely similar. Far as she could tell her was acting like a wolf having a bad trip. He had remembered Mitanni, he had remembered her. The guilt was eating at him. She shook her head, frowning at him. "Judas I am right here. You've told me about your past, remember? I told you then, and I'll tell you again, that you may have been a bad wolf then, but you can be a good wolf now. You didn't lose me with that story Judas." She stared at him a moment, eyes pleading with him. Her voice grew softer, more concerned. "So please calm down, I'm not leaving for good I just want to give you a herb to help. You're all worked up, your mind isn't right, you know? You're not making sense. I will come right back, I promise." She was fully convinced he was simply tripping out, but her paws did not move. Not until he answered her again.